Differences

Chapter 28

Amerá woke up that morning with a major headache... She remembered that nights events and she was so disappointed with her self... She kissed Zayn twice... Then yelled at him and pushed him out of her life

Amerá just wanted it all to end. All this pain and heartbreak

In life comes heartbreak but in heartbreak comes peace.

Where was My peace Amerá thought.

Amerá•

"I can't wait to go home" I said to Zara

"Yeah I kinda miss Harris and my Ma"

I walked over to the door and found a package at the doorstep

It was a gift

I open the black leather box to find a jaw dropping bracelet

"Woaw" Zara said eyeing the bracelet "those are real diamonds... Who got you it?" She asked

I opened the card

Dear Amerá

Im sorry for what happened last night... I know that you're very upset with me and don't want to see me so I've decided to stay in California a little longer in tell you are ready to see me once again... I love you so much happy 20th

Love Zayn

"You know what you can have it" I said passing her the box

"Um no Zayn got that for you so you're keeping it"

"Why would he buy me this!" I shouted "I yelled at him, confronted him then he goes and buys me a diamond bracelet?! He bought it to annoy me didn't he"

"Or maybe he said 'hey she is my wife and the love of my life I should buy her a gift on her birthday'" Zara said

I laughed at the way she mimicked Zayn's deep voice

"This trip was so much fun Zara but I just really wanna go home..."

"Yeah I know... But Amerá are going going to tell Harris about... The kiss?" She asked, my eyes widened

"You know?!"

"I saw you and him on the dance floor, and then you ran out and I went after you and I saw you guys fighting you kissed him again... I don't know if it was the booze or if you really do have feelings for Zayn..." She wasn't mad she was quiet

"Listen Zara last night... It was a mess, I don't know what I feel but all I know is that I wanna be with Harris more than anything, but Zayn always gets in the way..." I paused and sighed "but you're right I'm going to tell Harris but when the time is right"

"You do what you gotta do okay... But I just want to let you know that it's okay... You're only human you can't control your actions and emotions all the time" she said " it's okay if you like Zayn but as long as you at the end of the day your exactly who you see your self with in the future..."

I pulled her in a hug "you're right Zara... Thanks so much"

By the end of the day I see myself with Harris not with Zayn.

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I see Harris standing smiling while I walk out the plane. I drop all my bags and run over to him