Chapter 35

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Heartbreak. The meaning that is not used in a literal form but a mental disorder. Heartbreak can and has caused depression and suicides to millions of people across the world. But in this case Amerá was dead inside but yet she still seemed to be on earth.

Zayn•

I remember watching her pull her hair out and scratch her face mumbling things over and over again. Amerá is the only person I've met in my life that feels everything, as if every death ever felt on this earth goes through her every heartbreak, every loss, everything. I wanted to help her but I couldn't

I stayed in her room last night but she didn't sleep she laid in her bed eyes wide open staring at ceiling. I tried to get her to sleep but she wouldn't speak or move, it was like watching a dead body.

How was I to help her now? She believes that she disappointed the whole country, and in the same night she lost the love of her life. As much as I hated them together I've never seen any two people in the world that needed each other more than anything. Harris is a good guy for her but not for her life, she is the most important person in this country.

"Here Amerá drink this.." I handed her a cup of tea

She didn't respond

"Amerá please you've been up all night, this is help you rest" she still didn't move

"No thank you" her voice was so quiet and shaky

I wanted to talk with her but I know that I'm not the right person to do it. She needed someone she trusted

I quickly grabbed her phone and called Zara

"Hello" she said

"Zara hey it's me Zayn... Did you here about the um..."

"Yeah just Harris told me... How is she?"

"Well not good, at all and I was hoping that you could come talk with her"

"I was just on my way there right now... See you soon"

Okay good Zara will help Amerá

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Zara has been in there with her for almost an hour, I can here talking but I don't know what they're saying

"I'm sorry Zayn I can't help her" Zara rushed out of her room

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know what's wrong with her but this is weird it's like her confident strong side is channeling her" Zara said shaking her head

"What?"

"I don't know Zayn she literally got up got dressed and started working on these papers then I asked her what is she doing and she said that she can't keep staying like this or she will loose her spot as Queen... Then she was so hectic and running around.... She's in denial"

"How could she be in denial? She's the one who ended it with him!"

"Zayn go easy... You know exactly what type of person she is... She feels so hard... And she just couldn't handle the pain anymore so she kind of... Shut it out making herself feel numb to her grief"

"She can't do that Zara she's just putting a act I know her"

"I know her even more Zayn and she's in denial" Zara said " I wish I could stay but I have work so please watch out for her"

"I will keep you updated, goodbye"

Zara left the castle and I walked into the bedroom to Amerá in different clothes from last night black jeans and a white T shirt, while she was hectic and rushed

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