Differences

Chapter 43

The four were restless and tired. They slept with ease after all the running and long days. Driving their way to Venice Italy they Enjoyed each other's company. But still Amerá felt guilty. She knew that with her happiness came a price, but she will have to learn to live with it. And maybe one day it will disappear

Amerá•

We finally reached Zayn's fathers pent house. It was beautiful and perfectly suitable for us to stay for a while.

I knew I couldn't stay here forever but for now I will pick myself up and get ready for the fight I will have to face when I get back home

"Okay so what now?" Zara asked

"Seriously Zara we've been traveling for hours and that's the first thing you say?" Harris says

"Oh I'm sorry are we just going to live here forever?" She said sarcastically

"Here's the plan we relax for a bit and talk about the 'plan' later" Zayn says

The three of them begin to argue on what we should do so I decided to finally speak up from myself and say something

"first things first we are going to reach my parents and tell them I'm alive then they will make sure my arrival won't be sudden but planned" I say "well my father will..."

All I wanted was to explain to my parents that I wasn't dead.

"So I'll call my father tonight right now I'm going to take a nap" I say walking up the long staircase and into the first room I see

When I looked out the long window I seen the beautiful view of rivers and houses. Italy reminded me of Monaco and how much I've realized how attached I am to the life there. The streets. The people. The weather. Everything there was perfect for me

I lay down on the bed. The truth was I am scared to face Carolina, she's evil in ways I can't explain, what will happen when I walk into the castle do I just look at her and say get off my thrown? I know that she will have an army behind her, and since I've been gone that army could have grown.

What if Zara Harris or Zayn get hurt in the mix? I couldn't live with myself. I need to do this alone.

I felt my eyes get heavy. blackness.

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"I'm nervous Zara" I say while she fixed my hair

"Don't be, you and Harris have been waiting for this forever finally he proposed"

"I know but it doesn't seem right..." I wasn't prepared to marry Harris, I love him with all my heart but why does this all feel so wrong

"Come on it's time!" She said handing me my flowers

I heard the music begin and I walk into a room. I looked to my left to find my mother but not my father... And to my right Carolina sat their smiling holding a knife.

Zayn and Harris stood beside each other smiling.

"You look beautiful..." Harris said. I looked down to see myself in a black dress not a white one

"Why am I wearing a black dress?" I asked him

"Because it's your funeral" he said it like it was something happy. Everyone around me was smiling "you're dead"