before mimi

baby blues

BEN POV

"okay okay okay. Let's....get to the car" i tried to calm down, and her down.  I swiped her slip on shoes from the door and bent down.

"Come on t. One foot in first" I tried to say in a calm voice. She held on to her belly with this face of pain.

"My..my contractions" she let out on a breath.

"I know sweetie we are going to the hospital now." I said now grabbing the keys and the baby bag that hung from the closet by the front door.

I couldn't believe this was happening right here...right now. I guess one isn't ever fully ready.

Thankfully, we lived on the second floor. So we didn't have to wait for the elevator to come. I held her hand as she said nothing trying to guide her out of the apartment. Something was telling me we weren't going to make it to the hospital. But I had to stay positive.

T held it together until we got on the car. The moment the car hit the road, screams started ringing through the SUV.

I take quick glances of her as I'm trying to keep my eyes on the road.

"Ben I have to push...now" she said breathless with her hands clutched to her stomach. She started situating herself I'm the front seat. She leaned the seat back and rested her two legs on the dashboard. I'm going to have a heart attack.

"Tina don't do that!! You could hurt yourself!" I said forcing her legs down when we came to a stop.

"Ben I can't!!!!!!!" She cried putting them right back up. She stared to scream, a high pitched screach.

"Baby please just calm down we aren't that far from the hospital!!"

"He's not waiting for another ...ten, minutes." She said shaking her head.

"Nonono. You arnt going to have him in here !" I exclaimed now terrified. I won't know what to do and she basically be all alone.

"My contractions are becoming closer together I have to!" She screamed at me now pulling down her underwear.

"Tina don't push!"

"ahhhhhhh i cant! i cant do it i have to push!"

"baby please dont push just..just ten more minutes"

"this baby isnt WAITING TEN MORE FUCKING MINUTES.!" She screamed at me grabbing my wrist. She was alot stronger than I remember.

"tina please. Please baby just take a breath"

"ahhhhhhhhHHHHH!!!" she screamed as she put her hands under her. This can't be happening!

"tina what are you doing!?"

"i can feel the head!"

"stop pushing!"

"I CANT YOU IDIOT! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DRIVE!" she demanded as she gave me the scariest eyes i have every seen. her focus was back between her legs and her face was showing the amount of pain she was in.

"are you going to have the baby here?"

"jeeee ben i dont know maybe you should ask the baby if hes going to arrive today? or i know! ask my UTERUS!." Tina said but was interrupted by her crazy screams. i could hardly keep my eyes on the road. she was having this baby right here.

My heart rate was going through the roof. My palms growing sweaty and my head started to spin. Maybe I should just pull over. But if I pull over she's definitely having him in here. I tried to glue my eyes to road, but with her grunts and screams I couldn't.