Chapter 22!
(Sydnee's POV)
I carry her up as we are making out and we are really getting into it as she rolls ontop of me, right as I'm about to take off her shirt my phone goes off, I groan and she gets up to get it, I see her look at the screen and tears form in her eyes and she looks at me and throws my phone at me, it hits me in my chest "Dem baby!" She's already running down stairs,
(From Selena)
So are we gonna talk about that kiss?? 😘
Shit...
"DEMI!!! Baby let me explain!"
I yell running down, she's throwing stuff into a suit case, I grab everything she's putting in and throwing it on the couch, she stops and I reach for her hand and she slaps me. Hard. I stand there and take it. "Why!? When!?" "Baby-" "don't fucking call me baby. Answer what I asked you!" "She kissed me! I went to the bathroom before the after party and she came in apologizing for everything and then she grabed my face and kissed me! Demi I'd never in a million years hurt you like that! I didn't even kiss back. I pushed her off me, I promise it was her fault!" She shakes her head as she keeps packing, I grab her arms and she looks at me, she fills with anger and starts hitting me in the chest, I grab her arms and pin her to the wall, she looks down and is just poring tears, "look at me" I whisper, she looks up and it shatters my heart to see the hurt back into her beautiful brown eyes that are no longer light honey brown they are so dark and I can't read them like I usually can, "I want you to sleep on the couch""demi don't do this-" "grab a blanket and sleep on the couch" I nod and try to kiss her but she turns so I get her cheek, it breaks me even more. That night I didn't sleep. All I hear is her singing and crying herself to sleep hoping and wishing she would eventually unlock the door so I could hold her again,
(To Selena)
Nothing, you kissed me and now my wife won't believe me, she's breaking and it's all because of you! Don't text me or call me, don't get anywhere near me or demi and I won't hurt you.
She read and never replied, I took my phone and slid it under our room door, she came and picked it up and then the door unlocked and she have it back, and locked it, I sigh and cry my eyes out on the couch, so I get my guitar in the corner and sit in the middle of the hall with a mic and my guitar and begin singing
You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you
Like everything that's green,Dem I need you
But it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it
You gotta know you're wanted too
'Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted
Anyone can tell you you're pretty, yeah
And you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the make-up
And I wanna show you what I see tonight...
When I wrap you up
When I kiss your lips.
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
'Cause, baby, I, I wanna make you feel wanted
As good as you make me feel
I wanna make you feel better
Better than your fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need
You're all I ever wanted
All I ever wanted
And I just wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted
Baby, I wanna make you feel wanted
You'll always be wanted
I see her standing in the door way and I put the guitar down and walk to her, I grab her by the waist and put my every emotion in the kiss I give her, it takes our breath away and I see her eyes are the honey as always, "Demi, you are the only one I want, I gave you this ring because I wanted you to be the one I wake up and kiss and make love to for the rest of my life and no one will take that away from me, you are my life and my soul, I am nothing without you by my side, and I was going to wait to tell you this but.... Before we left I went to the doctors and got a transfusion, and I'm able produce sperm, and I can't wait until i wake up to the potter patter of little feet and cries around our house and seeing and kissing your belly and making you happy for the rest of your life because seeing that smile is what I live for" she doesn't say anything because she's in tears, and grabs the back of my neck and kisses me it's the kind of kiss that says -I want you but at the same time it's slow and sweet- she whispers I love you and kisses my neck and I say I love you back as I pick her up and wrap her legs around my waist and walk her to the bed, we spend all night cuddling and kissing, then she tells me after tonight she wants to think about us trying for a little demi, I smile as I fall asleep with my wife in my arms thinking of if I didn't have her how I wouldn't want anything else and still would have been a mess.
