Was it always you? ~ H.G

chapter 4

taylors pov

Gee went back and sat on a seat seperate from everyone else and was scrolling through her phone. None of us knew excatly what she was doing but i had a pretty good idea. Usually when shes upset she'll message her fans. She always said at least if shes not feeling too good she could make some of her fans happy.

i felt sorry for her she was always confused as to why people loved her so much. 2 years ago she was diagnosed with depression along with a few other things and recently ADHD was added to the pile of mentality conditions she has. Being with her magcon family was her escape from it all.

georgias pov

i was trying to destract myself from everything so i scrolled through a few snapchats and answered my fans and then did the same on instagram and followed a few people.

I looked through my notifications and realised that Cameron posted a photo of me and Taylor hugging captioned with "shes always had her older brother but now she has us too Xx iiigeorgiax!" i liked it and read a few comments.

i got the regular comments saying things like "awe family goals" "#magconfam" etc.

Then i came across the usual hate and then one certain message caught my eye. It read exactly what i always thought about myself, "OMFG why is she even famous shes just getting rich off her brother! if she killed herself no one would care it would just give Taylor more of the spotlight just like we all wanted!"

i couldnt hold it in anymore, I lobbed my iphone 6s+ to the other side of the bus and sat with my head in my knees crying. Needless to say it was shattered and completely fucked. Jacob ran over to me and sat on the floor with me comforting me. Taylor and Cameron picked up my phone and saw i was on that photo, although they couldnt make out what it said off my phone they sure as hell could on Cams phone.

Jacobs pov

Taylor and Cam showed me what the comment said and we all tried telling her that it was bullshit but shes stubborn and when she doesnt want to believe something, it will stay in her head.

*time skips to at hotel*

Bart assigned us hotel rooms;

first room: me, taylor and arron

second room: georgia, mark and jack j

third room:jack g, brandon, shawn and cameron

fourth room: all the other boys

fifth room: ariel and mahogany

yep, trust bart to put her in a room with a fuck boy. fair enough if he makes her happy im happy but when he breaks her heart me and taylor will personally break is face.

georgias pov

yes! i was in a room with my crush. At least this would cheer me up a little bit. The second jacob and Taylor realised that their faces turned and fists clenched. I love them boys but theyre wayyyyyy too overprotective.

"so mark, feel like getting some food before we unpack? take my mind off shit?" i suggested.

"yea okay lemme just grab my hat my hairs a mess" mark said.

he does realise ill just rob his hat just too annoy him right? Obviously i wasnt going to tell him that so i let him go.

he finished getting his hat and we started to walk. i ran back and mark gave me a confused look until i came back with mine and his pennyboards. i dont go anywhere without mine and i guessed he didnt either because it was always on his snapchat.

*skip time to the mall*

we ended up going to chick-fil-a and ordered our food. we were about finished when i suggest going to get some new clothes and shit. i ran straight to my favourite shop for clothes, JD (i don't now if they have that in america sorry im english)

i ran straight for the shoes and bought a pair of nike air max zero that mark had designed himself. they werent that expensive only $90 so i grabbed a hoodie and a few tops and jeans. Mark got a pair of adidas gazelles and a hoodie aswell.

we rode our penny boards back and by the time we were at the hotel it was about 9ish.

Marks pov

I dont like gee but she seems to want me so i went along with it i swear when we get together shits going to get fucked up. Taylor wouldnt dare touch me or jacob, im just the innocent new kid.

Jacobs pov

i dont like mark. Hes going to break her heart if he gets to be with her before i do. I wont let that happen though. I love that girl and no one will stop me getting with her. 

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Hey guys hope you like this chapter. Who do you ship Georgia with?? Mark or Jacob. I'll go with who ever more people think. Comment below. Goodbye ily cuties. Xx👑