Was it always you? ~ H.G

chapter 10

Taylor's POV

I can't do this to her... I can't be the one to break the news to her about our parents for a second time. There's only 1 other person close enough to her that knows or there's the other two. May as well send them all in and see how she reacts when she see's them and who ever she seems more comfortable with can tell her I guess...

Jacob's POV

"Hey bro you, Nash and Cam all need to get in there.. n-now.." Taylor mumbles on the verge of tears, 

"Wait wh-" I question being cut off by Taylor 

"She thinks our parents are still around, I can't break the news to her... n-not f-f-for a sec-second time" Taylor explained between sobs. "j-just go g-get the other 2 and who-whoever sh-she is more com-comfortable wi-with, th-they gotta tell her..." He continued before exiting the hospital and lighting a fag outside, I guess it was to cope with the stress?

"hey, Gee? I gotta tel-" i get cut of, for a second fucking time... ugh can't people just let me finish my fucking sentences?! 

"hold up who are you? And who are you? --" she questions, Fuck I lost my best friend, she doesn't remember me. 

"me?! I- i'm your bes-best friend G-Geo-Georgia..." I say about to cry. 

"i'm pretty sure i'd remember my best friend.. And what about you? Cameron who are these 2 please get rid of them!"  she asks, crying into the crook of Cameron's neck while he hugs her trying to calm her.

The second we left the room Nash started to punch the walls in tears. He loved her like a little sister we all did besides.. well me because... you know... I ran out of the hospital and to Johnson's car to cry without anyone seeing me.

Cameron's POV 

I didn't want to have to do this it should be Taylor breaking the news to her but after how he was last time I couldn't let him go through it again.

"Okay Gee I know your upset but-" I started of before being cut off 

"Cameron- why can't I remember these people? Why is everyone so upset? Why did Taylor leave the second I mentioned our parents? Did they have another argument or something?" she questioned, fuck this girl got to many questions without enough answer's. 

"Actually Georgia, about your parent's," she had a worried look on her face and I didn't want to have to look her in the face when I tell her this but I have to, "your dad died of lung cancer as a result of smoking when you were about 7 and your mom," I didn't want to have to tell her this because this was the hardest of all and a very long story but she had a right to know, "well she... she fell into a severe depressive state when your dad died, she tried to fix it by going out drinking and leaving you in Taylor's care almost every night when he was only 15, one night she went home with a man, turns out he was a psycho,"  her eyes started to well up with tears, I grabbed her hands and held them in mine and looked her in the eye's wiping away the single tear that managed to escape, "the next morning he refused to let her leave and kept her locked up in his room for a week, your brother got worried and started to panic so he called the cops, they found her, brought her home and locked the man up for life..." I hesitated waiting for her to say something knowing she would cut me off in the most important part of the story.

 "Wait this doesn't explain why she's not here!" she shouted in my face, I knew she was trying to hide the sadness but she could never pull it off when it came to me.

 "wait, when she came back a few weeks passed, she couldn't live knowing what had happened to her, well that's what she put on the note anyway,  Taylor took you down to the park with me, Nash, the tall one with dark hair you asked to get out and Jacob the shorter one with brown hair and Hazel eye's you asked to get out, who just happen's to be your best friend, and  has been since you were little. When we dropped Jacob off at his place me, you, Taylor and Nash all went back to your place. Taylor told Nash to go play on the Xbox with you so he did as instructed, we went upstairs to tell your mom we were back, and she was hanging, in her room, with a rope tied around her neck and a note on her bed. We told Nash to take you to Jacobs while we called an ambulance, unfortunately, you heard the ambulance come and collect your mom and it was too late to save her so you were left in the care of your older brother, he would have told you this himself but he had to break the news to you last time and i couldn't let him go through it again, i'm so sorry Georgia, come here," I said embracing her in a hug, she soon pushed me away crying, she was screaming things like 

"NO YOUR LYING TO ME! YOUR SICK! THEY'RE BOTH FINE! THEY'LL BE AT HOME WHEN I FINALLY GET LET OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE!" I'm guessing the boys went and got Taylor because he came bursting in straight away.

Taylor's POV

I saw my baby sister in tears and I couldn't stand it, I ran over to her and she whispered in my ear, "Tell me it's all a lie. Tell me it's all some sort of sick joke, that they'll be at home when we get back..." I just looked at her and she just knew. she cried into the crook of my neck, me rubbing her back and whispering i'm sorry.

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Taylor's POV

I swear if this is his fault he'll fucking pay for it.