Was it always you? ~ H.G

Chapter 38

Georgia's POV

4 or 5 hours had passed by and everyone was knocked out pretty much but I still couldn't get to sleep for some reason. I went to take Cook's beer and spliff that he had hanging out of his mouth and smoked it and started to drink the beer hoping that might miraculously help me sleep and guess what? 30 minutes later and i'm still awake.

I start to randomly walk around the huge field that we were in trying not to wake anyone up and obviously I have to fall over on top of Hayes and wake him up. "Shit i'm sorry babe." I whisper yell making sure I don't wake anyone else up.

"it's fine but why are you awake?" he asks in a croaky morning voice, "Honestly I don't know, I haven't managed to sleep since the night at the beach with that huge fight and everything else that happened." I reply looking down.

"We're going to go to the walk in hospital / doctors right now then to find out what's up." he says worried, "No Hayes. It's fine really." I reply, "Nope, come on. I'm up now and already standing and now i'm walking there, it's not even that far either." he says starting to walk off so I just trail behind until I catch up and he entwines his hands with mine as we walk together.

We finally get there after walking down a silent street being as loud as hell. "Hello, how can I help you?" the woman behind the desk asks as we walk towards her, still hand in hand. "Hi, my girlfriend hasn't been able to sleep for a few days straight at all and we wanted to come and see what's wrong." Hayes answers for me. "Okay go to room 118 down the hall and explain to the doctor and he'll help you out." she says showing us where to go. We thank her and go inside the small room.

"Hello?" I say not meaning for it to sound like a question but it does anyway. "Hello, what seems to be the problem?" he asks in a warm and welcoming voice. He was really nice. Hayes explains everything to him with me cutting in every few sentences. "Okay so i'm going to run some tests but I think I have a good idea of what's wrong." he replies taking me for tests.

*about an hour later*

"Okay it seems you have Insomnia, you must have developed it after a traumatic experience that has happened recently, here are some sleeping pills so you can sleep easier. Take 2 every night with a glass of warm milk and you should be fine." He says handing me the pills that I put in his bag. "Thank you." Hayes says as I storm out and he follows behind me.

"Hey, it'll be fine." he says trying to calm me down.

"I'm not going to take these. It's just going to be a constant reminder that i'm ill and basically telling me 'Hey! I got raped and now i'm fucking disabled! you're welcome'" I yell in the middle of  an almost empty street in the middle of the night as an old couple wander past giving me a dirty look that I instantly return making them walk off and whisper about me. "Awe little miss princess is ill. SAME! I have a cold!" he says making me laugh for a second but not for too long.

Hayes pulls me into a hug and just holds me while I cry into his chest.

We headed back to our place after I texted Alyssa saying we left to go back to our place.

Hayes agrees to stay up with me tonight as long as tomorrow I will take the pills, I disagreed but he stayed up anyway to keep me company. We decided to watch loads of Logan's old vlogs because you know you gotta support the family, which he pretty much is. Before we watched the next vlog I asked Hayes if he wanted to hear another one of my songs and he was really excited so I put it on.

It was called 'headphones' and was basically about like if your upset just ignore the world and just listen to music because music is never gonna have a problem with you if you think about it.