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A Chaotic Life.

When a junior randomly triggers your thoughts in the middle of the night with questions about life ^-^
Thank you kiddo. I welcome anyone who wants to discuss life with me , keeps the gears in my head spinning ❤

Side note: it's random .. randomness with sense !

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Life .. it's like water. It takes the shape of any container and can let any colour diffuse in it. Life is what you look at it to be!
And no one sees it the same. We don't even have scientific proof that the red you see is the same as the red i see but it's red, we "accepted " it.

The idea of life can be similar; like in the end red maybe red but the tones and the hues of it maybe different. Same goes with life, life  has its own various , tones and hues and your life is what you see ,what you can bend and blend to make a difference. That difference could even be a single choice !

Why do you think the education system is so narrow and shutting off? It's because they have no answers to give us; so the easiest way is to shut the questions  away. Isn't that why questions are so "rude" to be asked?

As for what we are missing out in life; we are missing the voice of our heart, missing the vision of the eye of our mind. We are missing that soul inside us constantly trying to make it right and show us meaning. We are missing on catching hold of the words our soul leaks out and the strings of communication it tried to form. That's what we are missing. We are stuck because we see no way out because the right is too hard to do and the wrong most times is too brutal. Because we have compassion, kindness and vision but it's so very limit it won't let us do  the complete right nor wrong. They say having half the knowledge is more dangerous than having no knowledge at all. Maybe that's something for us to think upon, now.

Life ,again, is a tool , and can be used in any way the soul and the mind wants to use it ! Life is a tool of the soul; to make or break anything . But the make or break part, is unfortunately carried out by our heart and mind. Both;often at war between right and wrong ,between accepting our nature and pushing away what we think is queer. At war about whether to listen to the soul and look through the mind's eye or not.

Life is made up of several tiny moments so if humans tried to make a time machine we would only see a frame paused in time. An image, just like a paused scene in a movie. A frame of time.

And so many things are unanswered because people never bothered to look, they got stumped so the gave up. And all these "advantages in feilds " are so superficial , it's like saying my skin is of this colour and not knowing that there is melanin that makes it so and there are millions of tissues, blood vessels and what not making you who you are! Our discoveries are like that skin. And our advancements are like learning how to wax that skin to make it look pretty.

We ,in fact aren't looking into basic things. Basic things are what is life , what makes us "alive" , they are basic. The simplest things are the hardest to captured but make the most when finally captured.

But again some things are beyond our understanding and aren't meant to be understood by us. We are ,after all , just humans. And we will meet the dust some day or the other. It is not for us to know it. It  could be a reason too huge for us to understand or too tiny for us to ever be able to decipher.

We live on theories. Maybe this so called life we have can be an experiment or a dollhouse of some child in some place or it can just be something we are all dreaming it up. We don't know. We live on theories, on assumptions ,simple assumptions like; tomorrow I am going to go out with my friends but we aren't even certain if we will see that tomorrow.

Scary , yes, but we live on hypothetical explanations. We can start questioning ourselves right from our existence and it's all hypothetical ! So why not one more theory?

The big bang !

That's literally how we are working, on assumptions and theories. It's proven that we spend 90% of our time making up perfect scenarios in our head. Our whole life can be an assumption because we simply aren't enough to understand the depth or the importance of it. Just like we accept the being of a divine power, the same way we need to accept something and knowledge is above us. It's sad that we are in the dark of an imaginary  light but that's how it is.

As for mortality, honestly ,mortality would suck. One life we lead itself is so boring and brutal; I guess that's reason enough that whoever made us knew better than to give us mortality. And at the rate at which we are depleting ourselves and the world, the earth would have never lasted so long if we were immortal.

It's just we aren't smart enough, wise enough and cannot see enough. We have only three types of cones that let us see seven colours of light, dogs have two and some butterflies have six and a species of prawns have 16!

Then a sunset that we see that is so breathtakingly beautiful would be so much more colourful and so much more beautiful the way the butterfly or the prawn would see it ! Imagine perceiving so many more colours. Colours that we would never be able to make up even if we tried.

So our vision is like the dog's vision with two cones and the vision of the divine is like the vision with three cones ( saying three because we can see only those colours and not the ones like the butterfly or prawn )

Evolution or not I don't know but there is degradation for sure. The human brain is made this way only so that we can take care of not only fellow human beings but also all the other creatures ! But what are we doing? Waging wars and killing our own fellow humans! So even if kindness and compassion and spreading joy was our motive, our meaning of existence, we have lost it to our own worldly lives. Materialistic desires.

At least people back in time  had some mercy. Some were merciless,yes, but there are always exceptions. They believed in kindness and compassion. These days we won't even know our neighbours and if they ask us for help. Our first thought is like why can't they mind their own business. Evolution... May have got us forth but it has killed our mind. Maybe once upon a time we knew reason but now it's lost in this chaos.

Maybe that's why we have loopholes. Because they are voids that we once knew, once had filled with reasons but now they lie there forgotten and barren, lost in meaning.

Or we simply cannot see deep into the void or past the wormhole to find the answer. We maybe the "smartest" creatures alive but it's our ego that won't bend. Because whales and dolphins are sure as hell smarter than us. The hunting strategies used by the animal kingdom are now that war strategies we use now. We are all learning from things around us and pushing our egos high up and gratitude down in the ditches!  
We aren't the smartest or wisest to understand because if we have forgotten that shows how smart we are and if we haven't found it yet, that also shows us how smart we are.

Propagators and "smart" people quoted that science is the future of mankind. In the end it's all randomness. Randomness that led to that one mistake which in turn led to the discovery of something very important. Isn't that why we wonder how a scientist figured something  out or how is everything invention an accident? It could be simple brilliance of a human mind we cannot explain or a simple accident that lead to a mind boggling discovery. Science we know today , it could be nothing but chaos, randomness and chances.

Knowledge is freely flowing in the universe. Us putting it in books and theories and binding it up to something materialistic is almost an insult because we will never be able to capture all that knowledge that flows across this vast universe.

And no matter how much we try to convince or describe the dog the other shades of colours it cannot see, it won't understand, even if it did , he will deny it because he simply cannot see! That's the same case with us. We cannot see it all and even if we were convinced of it , we would deny it because we cannot see it ourselves.

That putting in books is feeding the ego of the smart ;) that's the science we claim to know and the knowledge we boast to have. That's all we have. We are very small and petty compared to this universe. It's vast and probably even endless and there are infinities in every tiny thing on our tiny planet ,earth, then imagine the infinite infinities in the infinite universe.