Chapter 5

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Chapter 5

I wake up from the dream in a flash hearing my erratic heart beat on the monitor. Sweat drips down my face and one salty bead makes it's way into my mouth as I try to control my breathing.

William comes rushing over as he hands me a cold wet face towel to dry my face.

"Sir are you okay?" He asks me.

"No I'm not." I mutter wiping my face with the towel.

"What's wrong?" He asks as I run my hands through my hair.

"I can't tell you." I mutter rolling over.

"Henry you don't have to keep it in..." William says taking a seat beside me. He rubs my back and for once... For once in my lifetime I begin crying. "Shh... It's okay..."

Or at least I think I haven't cried before.

I feel so scared and so lost.

I'm alone.

Nobody know what I'm going through. Nobody.

I don't know what's real and what's not.

I want all of my memory back.

Before I know it I'm sobbing into the pillow and William is caressing my arm.

"Shhh... Calm down.. Everything will be okay-"

"No it won't. Nothing will ever be okay." I cry.

"Shh.. You don't know that."

"I do! I have no memory. Everything I was told was a supposed lie!" I scream.

"Henry..." William says as I glare at him. He looks conflicted but sighs. "You haven't lost your memory.. You have just forgotten it."

"I just want to go back to being Henry James.. Agent 454... Security code 02/22/14."

"No.. No you don't.. That's not you Henry.. They made you into this robot. You're an average boy. You have more to life then a fake name and numbers." William caresses my growing buzz cut.

"I don't even know if I have curly or straight hair.." I mumble.

I know it's a pointless fact but it's apart of my real identity. Apart of me.

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-1 week later-

I stand in my hotel room looking at my figure. From my growing hair to my nose and lips.

I wonder how many people I have kissed in the past...

I look down my neck and down my chest. There are scars on my chest and sides. Not including the scar I am gainning from being shot.

I wonder where they came from...

I continue down my body and look at the small, faded scaring on my inner thighs.

What happened for me to gain all the scars? Was I a bad kid?

I continue down my legs to my feet and back up to my hair. It's now 3 centimeters long.

I wonder if it will be straight like my HQ told me...

I walk away from the full body mirror and put on my boxer briefs. I walk to my suit case and notice a jumper in it. I pull it out and look at it. I see a note on the neck line, clipped to it.

Hey Henry,

I though you could use some normal clothing Xx William

I put it on and see some black skinny jeans under it. I put those on and get on my black combat boots before I leave the hotel room.

Maybe I'm going crazy? Maybe this Louis character I dream of is a figment of my brains creation. Maybe I need help.

I sigh making my way down the street. It's about 8pm and I think I will go and get something to eat before I head back and go to sleep.

It won't be long.. My HQ will find out I failed and I will be deported.

I hear my phone ring and I answer it.

"Henry speaking."

"Agent 454. This is SSA 233." SSA 233's voice makes its way to my ear.

"I'm so sorry sir please.. Give me a second chance." I beg.

"Don't worry about that Henry. I'm not going to tell HQ. This is your first time out in the field. I just called to make sure you were doing okay. You have to go to class tomorrow." He reminds.

"Thank you so so so much sir.. I won't let you down this time." I mutter.

"Good. I will be seeing you. Don't forget. School. 9am." He says.

"Yes sir." I say and he hangs up. I put my phone away and head into a cheap looking restaurant. I make my way to a booth at the back and look through the drink menu.

"Hi, I'm Niall and I will be your waiter for today." An Irish accent says and I look up at him.

He looks so familiar. But, I don't know him.

"Harry.." He breathes.

"I'm not Harry." I growl. He looks scared for a moment before I clear my throat, "I will take a beer on draft."

"What one we have-"

"Surprise me." I mutter looking through the food menu as he scurries off.

When he comes back I tell him what I want and he leaves me again. I take a sip of the beer and..

Wow. How did he know this was my favorite?

I finish half the beer before my meal comes and I begin to eat it.

"How come you don't remember?"

"Huh?" I look up.

"I'm your best friend Harry! I was your only friend all the way through university. What did your work do to you?" He says in a broken voice.

"I don't know who you are! Leave me alone or else!" I threaten and he sighs. I watch his retreating figure before I finish my meal. I leave 25 pounds not caring if I gave him more then what the cost of food and tip would be. I leave the restaurant in frustration before I make my way back to the hotel.

I am sick and tired of people telling me they know me and people thinking I'm in the wrong!

I don't know any of them! I don't!

I make it back to the hotel and throw a vase on the ground in frustration before going to my room. I finally get to my bed and collapse on it, falling asleep.

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Hey!! So I'm glad you guys like my book :D :D makes me really feel obligated to update <3

Also!!

Who do you think or what do you think Louis is? Out of all the characters who have been named or not named :O

I think he's Niall ;)

Ahaha jokes I know who/what he is :P

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