Chapter 21

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Chapter 21

-1 month later-

I have been thinking about telling Louis something. Something I realized while visiting my mum's grave.

I love him.

I really do.

I just don't want him to react in the wrong way. I mean I would probably cry and feel more hurt then I do not telling him.

"Babe, are you sure everything is alright?" Louis asks coming into the room.

"Huh? Yah. Everything is fine." I mumble.

"Well I ordered us some Indian for dinner." Louis says softly.

"That's great Lou." I smile softly.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Louis asks.

"Yah, I just have a few things on my mind." I mumble playing with my fingers. He takes a seat beside me on the edge of the bed and kisses my cheek. I look over at him and he kisses my nose before wrapping his arm around my waist and resting his chin on my shoulder.

"Tell me what's going on in your head." Louis says kissing my shoulder softly.

"D-do you... Do you- uhmm... Ever think about your feelings?" I blush at the way I put it. I'm so lame.

"Well, I do when you are sleeping and when I look at you. Cause when I look at you I know, I know for a fact that I'm safe and this is where I'm suppose to be, because when I look at you I'm home." Louis says in a quiet tone kissing my cheek softly.

"L-Louis... I- uhmm.. I'm in love with you." I whisper my voice cracking when I admit my feelings.

"You do?" He asks his eyes filling with love and a little tears.

"I do Lou, I know I'm not who I used to be but I know for a fact that I loved you then and I love you now." I whispers softly.

"I love you too Harry. I love you so much." Louis says before he places his lips on mine.

I feel a tear escape my eye as I think about Louis. I run my fingers through his hair as he straddles my waist. Hold his hips close to me needing him to be closer.

He gently lays me down and his chest rests above mine. His heavy breathing mixes with mine as he grabs my wrists and places my hands above my head. His lips come in contact with mine again as he allows his hips to grind along mine. He receives a rewarding moan and he continues his actions as I get harder and harder.

He leaves my lips bringing his lips to my jawline kissing down my neck and sucking on a part that gets my heart racing. I moan in pleasure holding him closer. I whimper as he leaves the new mark and he kisses it softly. I watch him remove his shirt and then reaches for the hem of mine. He slowly pulls it up at first making sure I don't have any hesitation to it. When my shirt is off he brings his lips to mine again.

As our lips mold together he continues his grinding motion, making me moan louder before he lays small kisses down my chin and neck. He then moves down my chest kissing and licking a few times before making it to my pants. He looks up at me and all I do is arch my back feeling the tightness against my pants. I feel him pop the button and unzip it before sliding it down my legs and off my feet. He looks up at me and I grab the sheets needing release.

"Pl-Please L-Lou." I stutter out.

He licks up my thigh and my toes curl. "Slide up on the bed a little more babe."

He slowly palms my boxers as I slide up the bed so my legs rest completely on it. He slides my boxers off my legs and I moan at the release. He runs his fingers down my side only to wrap them around my throbbing length. He pumps it as I moan.

"Louis.." I moan but, for some reason I want him closer. "M-More."

He stops and I whimper as I watch him remove his pant and boxers. He crawls up me allowing his hard on to meet mine. His arm fondles with the bedside table as he grinds on me. Watching his muscles contract under his tattooed skin gets me moaning for more again.

I don't know what the more is but I want whatever he gives.

He finally gets what he wants and spills the clear liquid on two of his fingers. He puts the bottle, closed, beside us and caresses my hair back as he movements stop.

There is a knock on the main door and Louis looks at our bedroom door contemplating what he wants to do. He sits up and I whimper.

"Pl-please don't go Louis." I whimper, my lips trembling, "Don't stop."

His eyes get darker as he nods. The knocking continues for one more round as he slides my legs apart. He bends them beside him before he inserts one of the fingers with the clear liquid on it. I feel it go in and out, it was painful at first but now I just want more. His second goes up and they start dancing together inside of me. It felt so good, but I still wanted more. He continued his motions until he removed his fingers and I watched him slick up his own penis.

"Are you sure?" He asks caressing my sides.

I whimper nodding and he smiles softly. "This will hurt at first."

He puts his body over mine before he enters me. It's slow and painful. I feel tears leave my body and Louis just kisses each and every one away. He runs his fingers through my hair whispering soothing words until he is fully in.

He holds that position until I buck my hips. He smiles softly as he exits and enters me slowly. When the pain/pleasure mix has made itself to just pleasure I moan happily. He starts moving faster and moans my name and a few curse words here and there.

I moan but, I need more. I let my hand slide down my body to my shaft and he watches as I begin to pump myself. I moan Louis' name and arch my back. I feel it coming.

"L-Lou..." I moan, "I-I-"

"I know baby... Cum for me." Louis says making me moan louder.

"I love you Louis." I whisper as I reach my high and him shortly after.

"I love you Harry." Louis mumbles kissing me once more as he pulls out of me.

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Sorry for this LAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE update just going through writers block.

Ugh.

More like cockblock for Louis and Hazzy ;)

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