Agent 454 {Sequel to School Bus Lou}

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

-2 week later-

I sigh after leaving my mother's grave. It has been getting easier. I go every other day but, I think now I cant start going once a week. I mean for some reason I feel like my mother is actually there and my mother is telling me that it's okay to not come every other day and it's okay to come once a month or even once a year. But, I don't want to let her go so much as to me never coming all year and only on once specific day.

I hum to myself making some breakfast for Louis and I. I busy myself with making an omelet when I feel arms wrap around my waist. I feel myself jump in shock and calm down as Louis chuckles in my ear.

"Good morning babe." He whispers softly into my neck.

"G-Good morning." I whisper back before placing the omelette on a plate, "Breakfast is served."

"Mmmm... I can smell it." He says sniffing my neck and I giggle at the sensation.

I pull out of his grip and grab all the plates from the oven - which was keeping them warm - and I place them all on the table. I take two plates putting them on the table before pulling out a chair for Louis. He smiles and I respond with one as well. I take a seat and serve Louis some bacon, roast potatoes and an omelet. I serve myself a plate and we begin eating.

"This is amazing Harry." Louis smiles kissing my cheek causing me to smile.

"Thanks Lou." I say softly looking at him.

"Hey Harry.. I uhm.. I was err.. Wondering. We-We are getting into a more.. er.. romantic relationship.. And I wanted.. I was wondering.. If you're okay with it.. If its not too soon... You know-"

"Spit it out Lou." I chuckle at his rambling causing him to blush.

"W-W-Would you uhm.. Be my boyfriend?" He asks in a broken whisper.

I feel myself pale a bit. It's not a big commitment but, I don't know if I'm ready.

Oh for fuck sakes Harry quit being such a baby.

I look up at Louis and he looks close to tears.

Oh god what did I do.

I watch a tear fall and I feel my throat tighten watching the sight of a Louis in tears.

Harry fucking kiss him look what you did.

I pull his trembling lips to mine and kiss him softly. I can taste his salty tears on his lips as I kiss him with more passion.

"Don't cry... Please.. I'm sorry." I whisper kissing his lips softly as he responds weakly. "Yes.. I will be your boyfriend Lou.. Shh.. Don't cry. Please." My voice cracks against his lips and he presses them to mine with more pressure.

I kiss him until my lips ache and I pull away wiping an old tear.

"I-I didn't mean to make you cry." I stutter.

"It's fine Harry. I was just scared. I thought you were going to freak out. I thought you were going to leave me." He mumbles as a fresh tear appears.

"No.. No.. Stop.. I'm not going anywhere.. I-I don't know what to do.. Please.. Don't cry." I beg afraid that I will start crying as I see him in this state.

Fuck. I really suck at this.

I wipe his tears with my thumb.

Think Harry think!

I look around his face as he tries to calm down. I pull him into my chest quickly and he falls forward into my chest.

Maybe to fast.