Agent 454 {Sequel to School Bus Lou}

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

I woke up in the middle of the night after another rape dream and I couldn't help but cry.

Why am I the way I am?

I feel myself cry harder until I hear footsteps coming towards my door. I stop completely when the door opens and a half awake Louis stands there, leaning on the door frame for support.

"Harry are you okay?" His voice comes out raw and husky.

Mmmmm... I am when you talk like that...

Harry get ahold of yourself!

Don't show feelings...

It's weak.

I just nod rolling on my side crying silently.

"Hey.... You don't have to be brave anymore Harry.. It's all over." Louis whispers softly after he walks towards me. He takes a seat on the floor and looks at me. He softly puts his hand on my face wiping tears with his thumb. "It's time to let go baby.."

I feel my body listening to his command but I shake my head when a tear falls. "I don't want to be weak.. I was weak all throughout my life... I want to be strong like you." A sob leaves my mouth every so often when I talk.

"You know Harry... Even the strongest people cry too.. They may not do it in front of the public but... Even superman would go home and cry to his someone special.." Louis says softly and carefully, "c'mon baby... Let go... You have been very strong.. But it's time to be my superman and show an emotion."

And that's when I let my body go. I grab onto Louis and sob into his shoulder. I feel him push me back on the bed and he crawls in with me. I grab onto his bare body and cry like I have never cried before.

"That's my boy.." Louis whispers. He rubs my back as I cry and cry and cry into his chest. After hours of crying I slowly feel myself let go and I fall into a peaceful sleep.

The most peaceful I have had since... Well since I was trapped in that building.

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"Wakey Wakey baby.." Louis' voice chimes. I feel his hand rubbing my back and I just nudge my head further into his chest.

My nose feels clogged and my eyes are sore. Is this what happens when you cry?

"Good morning.." He says softly.

"Morning." My voice comes out raw and coarse... Probably because of crying.

I feel Louis shiver beneath me and I look up at him.

"Are you cold?" I ask in that same voice.

"Something like that.." He mumbles and I feel his goosebumps grow along his skin.

I reach down for the blanket and pull it up so it is over top of Louis and I. "Better?"

"Yea.." His voice comes out husky making the pit of my stomach tighten and tingle.

I lay cuddled up to Louis feeling his hand rubbing my back.

"Uhmm... Are you okay if I were to invite some people over.. They.. Uh.. Are worried for you." Louis mumbles.

"Sure but I'm not talking to them." I mutter.

"Harry you should try to converse." Louis says brushing my hair from my face.

I roll away from him and he chuckles.

"Is this how your gonna get out of doing things?" Louis asks.

"Leave me alone."

"C'mon baby.. You gotta talk with more people then me." Louis mumbles.

"I don't want to." I mutter.

"Well you are going to.. I promise it will only be Niall and his husband and my twin." Louis says spooning me.

"I didn't know you had a twin.." I mumble.

"Well you do know him.. He's William Smith." Louis says.

"H-How?" I ask.

"He took his husbands last name." Louis explains.

"Oh.." I mutter.

"I'm going to draw you a bath." Louis says getting out of the bed, "meet me in the washroom in 10 minutes. No later."

I nod in understanding and sit up in the bed watching him leave. I slide my legs over the bed and mumble, "you can do this Harry."

I grab onto the walk and pain from my arse shoots up through my body and I begin wheezing from pain.

I gasp as the burn gets stronger and that's when my brain sends signals to my lower extremities to let go. I feel the ground as I fall to my knees and groan loudly.

I let myself lay there for I dunno how long and I hear footsteps coming towards the room.

"How did I know you wouldn't come to me?" Louis chuckles walking in before ...

"Oh my god Harry! Are you okay?!" Louis rushes to me and helps me sit up. I lean into him for support and groan in frustration.

"I can't fucking do anything!!" I scream pulling at my hair.

"No babe... The doctors said because of the surgery and tests you wouldn't be able to walk without immense pain... I should have helped you in the first plac-"

"No! I don't want fucking help!" I cut Louis off.

"Hey now.. Calm down. It's okay to have help." Louis says caressing my hair.

"I don't want to be useless.." I mumble as a tear falls down my cheek and onto my lap.

"No. You could never be useless baby. You're my Harry and-"

"I'm not your Harry.. You don't own me.." I cut him off and he sighs.

"Even if you can't walk you'll never be useless to me.. Now come the tub is nice and warm." Louis says as he helps me up then picks me up bridal style. He makes his way to the bathroom and sits me on the toilet.

Louis drains some of the warm water and puts the tap on hot until it is back to the way it was. "It should be warm to hot again.. Do you.. Er need some help getting in?"

"I'm fine." I mutter.

He leaves and I pull off my boxers still on the toilet and slide to the ground. I use my hands to pull me up and over the tub and I make a somewhat large splash.

I feel myself let out a moan of pleasure as I sink further in. So warm... So perfect.

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Sorry there wasn't an update yesterday :(

But I tried really hard for the past hour so there would be one for when you woke up :)

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