Agent 454 {Sequel to School Bus Lou}

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

-1 week later-

Louis has been taking really good care of me and he's been giving me extra TLC. I mean I woke up in the middle of the night crying my eyes out from a dream. He woke up straight away and spent a good 10 minutes kissing me, holding me and wiping my tears. Then he left and brought me home a chocolate ice cream shake with whip cream. After that he spent two hours talking to me about his life and things he likes to do to keep my mind off of me and my sad life. Then he let me fall asleep first and that was that.

Today Louis is taking me to my mum's grave. He's going to tell me some stories he says.

"Babe.. Ready to go?" Louis asks softly as I take my flowers readjusting them before I walk to Louis. He wraps his arm around my waist and we leave to the cemetery.

As Louis pulls up to the cemetery I get more nervous. I want to see my mum.. But, I don't want to cry in front of Louis. I have already done that enough.

I get out and focus my eyes on the flowers. Louis guides me around the cemetery until we get to a stone that reads:

Anne Cox

My breath hitches at the confirmation that she is dead and I kneel by her grave. I place the flowers so the lean slightly against her stone and notice a few dead ones. Someone has been here recently?

"W-who was here?" I struggle to hold in tears.

"I was babe... I had come here about a month and a half ago... I needed to talk to her... For help." Louis mumbles caressing my hair.

"For help? Talk?" I question.

"I believe that her spirit is still with us and that she can hear me... Cause when I came to her for help... I felt like she was there encouraging me." He mutters sitting beside me.

"Why did you need help?" I ask looking at him.

"I wanted someone who knew you best to... To tell me it's okay to feel scared and unloved... That you will come around.." He mutters.

I look up at him to see his eyes welling up and I lean into him with my arm around his waist. "Thanks for not giving up." I mumble.

"Thank your mum.." He smiles softly kissing my head.

"Thanks mum... I miss you." I mumble. That's when an oddly warm wind shifts and blows through my hair an across my face. I look up at Louis feeling slightly scared but he is smiling taking in the warmth. It's true.. The wind feels comforting... Makes me feel less.. Lonely.

I allow my head to rest softly on Louis chest taking in his scent and the smell of fresh flowers.

"I miss my mum so much.." I feel a few tear drip from my face.

"I know baby... But you know you can always come here.. She's still with us even if she's not in a human form." Louis whispers softly wiping a few of my tears. The warm wind stays around us holding us in like a hug.

We stay there for a few minutes until Louis gets up.

"Would you like to talk to her alone? I'm going to wait in the car." Louis whispers getting up and walking off but not before pecking my lips.

"Hey mum... I uhmm.. I wanted to say that I'm doing okay... Louis has been a great help.. I miss you so much mum. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better son." I cry hugging her tomb stone. The air contracts around me like a hug. "Mum I want you to be here with me. Why did you have to go so soon? I love you mum."

I cry onto her stone until the sun looks like it's setting. "I guess I have to go mum.. I don't want to keep Louis waiting."

I sit there staring at what is engraved and I feel a sob leave my mouth before I kiss it. "I'll see you later mum.."

I stand up and walk towards the car to see Louis staring at me. I wipe my eyes and get into the car.

Louis says nothing as we leave the graveyard. Which is perfect because I don't want to talk. I enjoy the silence as his hand pats my knee and caresses up and down every so often.

We arrive to Louis' flat which I have learnt to call my home and I get out. Louis follows me silently as we make our way in. I sit myself down on the sofa and Louis joins me. I feel Louis' arm wrap around me and I sigh into his chest.

I'm done with crying. She's gone... I can't do anything about it.

"How are you doing babe?" Louis asks softly kissing my forehead.

"I'm.. I'm going to be okay." I mumble. He doesn't say anything after that he only holds me and that's really all I need.

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The door bell rings so Louis gets up from our cuddling position to answer it.

Must be the pizza.

I hear Louis thanking the man and then Louis walks into view.

"Pizza delivery for Mr.Styles." Louis says in a posh accent putting the pizza on the coffee table nearby.

"Thank you sir you may leave now." I chuckle softly.

"Hey hey I need to be paid first." Louis pouts.

"How much?" I ask.

"Hmm... How bout... I get to stay here and for tip... A good ole kiss." He winks.

I feel old butterflies shoot through me at the thought. I must have looked shocked because Louis chuckles nervously.

"I-I uhmm.. Only kid babe." He mumbles before handing me a pizza on a paper plate. He grabs himself one and sits beside me after an awkward silence takes over.

I wonder what it's like to kiss Louis. You know when I'm not half asleep. I can't believe I did that though. I watch him eat his pizza and I feel my self wanting more and more to try to kiss him. I watch him lick the red pizza sauce off his lips and I can't hold it any longer.

I put my lips on his absent mindlessly. Moving my lips slowly along his I taste the pizza still on his lips before he begins to move his along mine. I hold onto his neck with one hand, he slides his tongue through my lips and it slips along mine.

I feel my abdominal muscles tighten and my face heat up. I pull away to gain breath and look down embarrassed. I see my pants strained and I blush more pulling my legs to my chest in hopes to hide it.

"I-Uhmm.. Thanks for the pizza." I mumble picking up my pizza which made it's way to the seat beside me while we shared that heated kiss.

"Your welcome Mr. Styles... Thanks for the kiss." Louis pats my knee in reassurance.

I eat my pizza before grabbing another. Louis does the same and we eat the whole pizza.

"Want to watch a movie?" Louis asks. I nod and he flips through the movie channels before he stops on iRobot. He claims it's a good movie so, we shall see.

I put the paper plate in the box as does Louis before Louis pulls me down so I'm laying on his chest.

"You're still excited babe.." Louis mumbles into my ear and I blush more.

"I-I'm sorry." I say, embarrassment clear in my voice.

"No... No need to be sorry love. It's.... err.. Cute." Louis says as his hand caresses my side, up my shirt.

"Cute?" I look up at him.

"Well I thought that was a better word then 'fucking sexy'." He mumble looking in my eyes and I blush more putting my head in his chest. He chuckles softly, probably cause I got a little more hard. I think...