Agent 454 {Sequel to School Bus Lou}

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Harry *POV*

"What's wrong?" I ask Will who just sighs.

"You fucking hurt my brothers feelings." Will stands up from where he was sitting as he glares at me, making me whimper. He leaves the room and I look over at Niall.

"I think it's best if we go home now.." Niall says quietly.

"No daa." Vivy whines.

"C'mon up with you silly billy." Liam says- OH YAH! I forgot to tell you Liam the doctor from when I was younger was actually Louis' agent and is now Niall's husband.

I'm sad I couldn't have been there for my best friend though...

"Bye Harry." Liam says picking up Vivian as I sit up.

"Uhh.. Bye guys." I look down at the sofa not making eye contact.

"Hey... It's okay Harry.. Will overreacts." Niall says patting my thigh. My leg flinches and Niall chuckles, "I'm not gonna hurt you Harry.. You can trust me."

"I-I'm sorry.." I whisper.

"Hey buddy.. No need to be sorry. You don't know how happy Louis is to see the slightest bit of emotions come out of you." Niall says sitting beside me.

"What's wrong with me Niall?" I ask quietly.

"Li babe I will meet you in the car. I'm just going to chat with Harry for 10 minutes." Niall says.

"Okay darling but don't take too long." Liam and Niall share a kiss and I watch as their lips mold together perfectly before Liam pulls away. Liam and Viv exit the flat and Niall turns back to me.

"Harry talk to me.. What are you feeling?" Niall asks.

"Trapped.." I mumble.

"Why?" He asks and I just look at my hands. "C'mon you can tell me."

"I feel like the me before isn't the me Louis is so in love with.." I mutter.

"I think Louis is in love with whatever Harry you show.. He's in love with you more then you could even know.. And he's gonna wait a lifetime to have you love him back." Niall explains as he rubs my back.

"What is it like to love someone?" I ask.

"It's like a million little butterfly's fill your stomach when you meet their eye with yours.. You feel special and.. You feel like your on cloud 9 whenever your with them.. And when they talk you feel like they are talking to you even if it's in a crowded room it feels like they always pick you out of the crowd.. It doesn't feel like a game of chance where you don't know what will happen the next day.. It feels like luck and hope.. Like someone has your back forever no matter what happens.. Through thick and thin." Niall explains and I can see the love in his eyes as he explains what he feels towards Liam.

"I want to feel love.." I mutter before a glaring Will comes in the room.

"Go apologize." He commands.

"I gotta go Liam is waiting for me." Niall says patting my leg.

I nod standing up and walking where Will had come from.

I see my bedroom door open and a body laying in my bed. I walk in and I see Louis clutching a pillow.

"A-Are you.. Uhmm..okay?" I ask.

Louis looks up from the pillow and nods. He face is red and the pain in his eyes is prominent.

I slowly make my way over to the bed and sit down beside Louis.

"Uhmm.. You-ou.. Don't look okay.." I mumble. He doesn't say a word so I continue, "I uhmm.. I'm sorry.. For hurting your feelings."

"It's okay.." He mumbles.

"Why.. Uhmm.. Why do you have a deer tattoo on your uhmm.. Arm." I ask.

I hear a small sad chuckle leave his mouth. "Are you trying to make conversation?"

"I dunno I just thought that.. I'm sorry it's stupid I-"

"No.. It's cute." Louis mumbles wrapping his arms around my hips instead of the pillow. I feel myself blush when he calls me cute and I look down at his hands. "Want to lay down?"

I nod and Louis shifts back a bit allowing room for me. I lie down facing the edge of the bed and he puts his arm around my waist. His front presses to my back and his head rests by my neck. I look down at his hand and let mine rest on the back of his with my fingers slipping between his.

"Are you okay with this Harry?" Louis asks.

"I-I- do you not want my hand there I thought i-"

"Shh... Shh you're worrying too much. Everything your doing is perfect. I was wondering if you didn't want me so close." Louis says calming me down.

"I-It's fine." I mutter.

To be honest I feel safe.. I feel free from harm..

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I wake up in complete warmth and someone's legs tangled with mine.

I feel my heart beat begin to race as I try to wiggle out of the person's grip. The arms around me tighten and I scream.

"Help! Please someone!" Tears stream down my face as the words come out familiar. "Help please!" I scream.

"Harry? Harry it's okay! Harry calm down. Your going to go into a panic attack." Louis' voice mumbles through my ear.

"Help.." I mumble as tears blur my vision.

"I'm here Harry nothing is going to happen." Louis' voice continues.

My breath becomes irregular and there is a rush around the room.

"L-Louis please." I beg for his help.

Blinded by my tsunami of tears I can only hear and feel.

"Harry stay calm I'm getting you a bag." Louis says quickly and I hear him leave.

"NO PLEASE! COME BACK!" I scream and my breath comes out even more irregular.

"I'm back.. It's okay it's just me." Louis mumbles as I feel something on my mouth. I begin to whimper, "it's only a bag Harry just breathe."

I trust Louis and allow myself to breathe in and out into the bag. Louis' hand caresses my cheek and wipes my eyes until I have calmed down.

"Louis." My voice cracks. I feel so weak. I grab hold of Louis' waist putting my head into his thigh.

"It's okay.. You're okay.. I'm here, nothing will happen." Louis caresses my hair.

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Hi guys!!!

Just thought I would leave a message to say...

LIAM AND NIALL <3

Ahaha

And Harry has panic attacks :O oh no!! Aha

Love you guys