March 25, 2017 (10:12 AM)

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I'm trying so hard not to look at you.
Because if I do I'm back to the beginning,
when I thought you and I can be.

Oh, how these thoughts haunt me
each night with remembrance.

That's the hardest part of all of this.

As the memories we created,
will forever remain engraved
in my mind, heart, and soul.

There is not a day
when they don't replay in my head,
like a broken record,
one that is irreparable.

Nothing seems to make sense right now.

I don't understand why?
Why did we meet if there is no purpose?
Why did I come to love you
if there is going to be no use of it?

This is where I can't stop my eyes
from flooding.
Because it hurts so much
not to be able to love
the one you've been loving
since the first day.

Everything happened so suddenly.

One day it seemed like I had you.
Then a part of you.
Now I have nothing.

Except the memory of you and I
looking into each other's eyes,
on a quest to find the stars
that would possibly form
a constellation to forever
keep us connected.

But the voyage is over now
and we never designed it.
Because we never had enough
to form such a beautiful thing.

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