Adopted by Andy Biersack

Chapter 13

Andy's POV
Day of tour

When I woke up I walk to Hazels room and woke her up.
She was more quiet then normal getting ready.

When everyone got to our house me and Hazel said bye to Juliet and went to the bus.

"Hey Hazel, do you want a cup of coffee." I asked.
She shook her head.
"Why? You always want one."
She shrugged and looked at her phone.
"Your acting different, what's wrong?"
She shook her head. "I want you to tell me what's wrong, I don't want to guess. And I promise I won't get mad." I said.
"Do you promise." She said. I nodded and she showed her arm. "Why?" I asked.
"I can't take this anymore. Andy, it's to hard."
"Is it the mean kids."
"Yes, i like school but they are just mean, and it's hard to deal with." She said.
"I can talk to your teachers and see what we can do, and no detentions."
"Okay. Can we talk to Rosy's mother. We want to do the same thing than."
"Okay." I said.

Hazel's POV
2nd day of tour

I have been working on homework for about twenty minutes. Jake is helping sense he knows what to do on math.

"Do you under stand what it is saying." He said, pointing to the notes.
"Yeah." I lied.
"You don't sound so sure."
"I can't focus, and I don't get all the notes because I'm not paying attention."
"How long has this happened for." He asked.
"The week before we came on tour."
"You can't hide this."
"I was afraid to tell, I thought you would think I am wanting to just get out of doing homework." I said.

Andy came and sat next to me and Jake went and put my stuff away.
"I don't want to talk about it, Andy." I said and went to my bunk.

I was left alone for at least 5 minutes and Andy was there again.
"Why wouldn't you have told me?" He said.
"I thought you wouldn't have cared." I said.
"Why would you think that."
"The Way you act when you know I have cut."
"This is different." He said.
"It still is bad." I said.
"They both are! I don't want you randomly not paying atten-.....this is bad you aren't even listening! This is why you should have told me!"

(Trigger warning)

I slowly grabbed my blade and then made at least 5 till I stopped.
He was trying to get me to stop but it didn't work.

"This is what arguments do!" I said.

I went to Jake's bunk and laid next to him.
I cried for a little bit, and Jake looked at my arm.
"This is not okay, and arguments don't do this you do. Andy wants you to know that you can't hide things like that. What if you were walking around with us and you are not paying attention.... You could get lost, or something bad happens to you. He's worried that will happen, and I'm worried about you." Jake said. "I was worried the day I had to come to school with you, that was a scary moment for us."
"Really." I said. "I don't like myself, I don't even understand what people are trying to say unless it's broken down into easier details. I'm stupid."
"No your not, and maybe to get your mind off of this we can play guitar."
I nodded and we went to the guitar.

He taught me how to play different riffs he has been learning. When we were done I put the guitar away and looked out the window.
"Are you alright." Andy said softly.
"Yeah. I am not happy about what I did. It was wrong." I said. I was actually not feeling good a little bit.
"I get what you mean when you say the way I react. But just tell and I will not yell. You are making us worried."
"I know." I said.

I got up and walked to Andy's bunk and got his Batman blanket and went in my bunk and slept. He will check on me when he finds out his blanket is not in his bunk.

I slept for twenty minutes.
"Hazel."
"What?" I asked.
"Do you want something to eat." Andy said.
"No, I'm okay."
"Are you alright, you seem a little sick."
"I am not feel well right now, that's it."
"And you still used my blanket." He said, and smiled. "We share, and I took your blades."
"Okay." I said.
"Will you eat though."
"No." I said.

Andy walked away and got Jake. "What is going on, you are worrying us, you should eat."
"I don't want to."
"You don't look fine. You are too small."
"Jake, that's what you think. I'm fine. I like coffee. I eat every once in a while."
"Well, not enough, I like you a lot but I want you safe."
"Do you actually like me like in-" He cut me off.
"In the way I would date you."
I nodded. 
"Yes, you need to eat it's unsafe for you. Do it for the band and Juliet." He said.
"I guess I will." I said.
"I have one more thing to ask, will you go out with me." He said.
"Yes." I said.

I hugged him and he carried me out to the rest of the guys. I was still covered in Andy's Batman blanket. Jake set me down and sat right next to me. He put his arm around me and let me take a nap again. He woke me up again, and we were at a place to eat and shop a little bit. Me and Jake were partners. Sense I was feeling a little better I was okay with doing this. I didn't want to talk as much because I am tired.

"Is there something bothering you?" Jake asked.
"No."
"You aren't talking much."
"I'm just tired and when I was sleeping I didn't feel well, but I'm a little better."
"You probably need to eat, you haven't today and it's already 2:00 you have had nothing."
"I'm sorry, then let's eat than."

We walked around for a little bit and I got Starbucks. We looked around for the rest of the guys and then we ate together.

"Where did you guys go." Andy asked.
"Hot Topic, Starbucks, and also to a few other stores." Jake said.
"Andy I got you something." I said.
"Really."
"Yeah." I got my bag and grabbed a Batman coffee cup. And just to be funny I also got him a batman kid toothbrush. Which he will probably use for decoration in his bunk, or use it, who knows.
"This is an awesome cup, I love it."
"Thanks." I said. "And also this is a kid toothbrush but I thought of you when we were walking by it, so I bought it. You could use it for decoration, actually use it, I don't know, what ever your brain thinks about."
"Thank you, this is a pretty little thing-" He said. He stopped when he realized we were watching him. We were looking at him weirdly. "We should get a dog." He said.
"No." Jake said.
"Why."
"I don't know, Juliet would need to answer I can't." I said.
"And I say no because if you would need to deal with a dog and then you have Hazel, that already doesn't listen much." Jake said.
"It's true." I said.
"Maybe a dog would help you." Andy said.
"My first thought is, how did you get the idea to want a dog, I'm confused, that's a random thought." Ashley said.
"I was thinking about it last night. I really want one." He said.
"When we get back we will talk to Juliet just we have to focus on tour."
"Ok." He said.

We found a place to eat and then ate.
When we were done we headed back to the bus and left. I laid in my bunk and almost fell asleep. Then Jake came and laid next to me.

"I'm sorry to interrupt your sleep but I wanted to talk."
"About what." I asked.
"That you don't come out of your bunk much, you are always sleeping when someone comes to check on you. It's seems so unlike you."
"Jake, I feel fine everything is fine I just want to sleep that's it, I am always in my room when I'm at home, it's normal." I said.
"Okay....." He said.
I didn't know what I was doing but I just kissed him and then looked away.
"It's alright." He said. "It's not a bad thing." I looked at him and then laid there. "Your okay with that, you just asked me to date you today."
"And I wanted to kiss you but didn't know when." He said. He put his arm around me and kissed me.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you to." I told him than fell asleep.