Chapter 32

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by GreenBlack22

by GreenBlack22

Andy's POV

"You haven't done anything wrong. Except you just smoked. Why?" I asked.
"I don't know. I wanted to I guess. But when I'm mad is more when I do it."
"How long?" I asked.
She didn't answer. She just looked down.

I held her hand for a little bit letting her have a break of this conversation.

After a few minutes CC came back.
He also got me something.

"Thanks." Hazel said and hugged him.
"Your welcome." He said.
He came over to me with mine and sat next to me.
"How's everything going." He said.
"It's alright." Hazel said.
"I just let her have a break. She won't tell me how long she's been doing that."
"Oh." He said. "Will you tell sometime, I don't think you Should be doing this."
"A few weeks." She said and walked to the door and went outside for a second.

She came back with the cigarets and handed me the box. I looked at how many were in there. Only 3 left.

"How many times have you smoked within the last few weeks?" I asked.
"I don't know?" She said.
I got up and kneeled down in front of her and her head was still down.
"Where did you get these."
"At home."
"Where?" I asked.
"When you got rid of yours you forgot about one and I took it."

She started to cry.
"I won't be mad at you I'm being calm. I just want you to explain what was going on and where you got them from." I said.
She was still crying.
I wiped her tears and whispered in her ear. "I love you." And kissed her cheek.

I stood back up and she stood up and looked at me.
She hugged me and said, "I love you too. And remember when we were working on our song together."
"Yeah." I said.
"Can we work on it now. Like we can have CC play drums, and you know what the other guys do."
"Yeah. As long as CC doesn't mind."
"I don't that okay with me." He said.

We went to the studio and they started making what ever they needed.

Hazel's POV

Me and Andy worked on lyrics.

These lyrics are made by me, so please don't take them. Hope you like them.

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I've been the one to find myself out.
No one understands, you miss comprehend what I say, and then it's all fake.
You give me nothing to help me out.

(Verse)
I try to tell you my problems,
But it turns to complaints.
And my self-doubt turns into hate.
Just let me survive!

(Chorus)
You don't get what i do,
I only wanted to try and help myself.
I can't find this all to be,
This isn't all I want to be.
I want to become someone I like,
And help someone out.

(Verse)
This was only supposed to be once.
The blade got to me, you don't get how I tried to become the stronger one.
My mind says to me, "you won't get where you want."
And I hate myself again.

(Solo)

(Bridge)
You got me trying to be happy,
But never got me there
I only hurt myself more.

After we finished we waited for everyone to finish and put them together.

When we got the other stuff out together I started to record.

It was fun working with them with that song.

After we finished we went out to eat then I went back to CC's house.

"I enjoyed playing drums for you in your song." He said.
"Thanks." I told him.
"You did really good with the song."
"Thanks, you did really good on the drums." I said.
"Thanks." He replied
"What should we do." I asked.
"Anything." He said.

I decided we watched a movie and I got ready for bed and slept.

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Hope you enjoyed reading and the lyrics.