Adopted by Andy Biersack

Chapter 12

Hazel's POV

After Andy touched the scars and went to his room I started to feel bad.
"Guys, I'm sorry about this." I said and went to my room. I started to cry and picked up the blade.
Then decided to put it down, which is when they came in right away.
"What are you doing?" Jake said concerned.
"Why do I have to do this, I want to be like you and not do it." I told them.
"First off, you did good for a start just now, you had the blade but rethought and decided not to." Jinxx said.
"But I'm not like you guys. I'm always going to have these thoughts and it won't ever let me be."
"What thoughts?" Juliet asked.
"Ones that never help with anything, and get in the way, and I think of life. And then leads to bad situations."
"The thoughts aren't the problem, we all talk to each other if somethings wrong. It's ok. I talk to Juliet sometimes, and you haven't noticed but I have talk to you about something not to long ago." Jake said.
"Really? I don't want to bother you with any thing."
"You can talk to us, any time."
"Ok." I said.

When we were done talking Andy came into the room and just hugged me. "I'm sorry." He said. "I didn't mean to argue but I'm really sorry. All the times I've been mad at you for it."
"It's okay." I said.

CC and Ashley came into my room and started to look confused.
"What are you doing here." I asked.
"I don't know, to talk I guess." CC said.
"Okay." I said.
"What happened." CC asked.
"I've been being bad."
"You'll try to stop, right." Ashley asked.
"Yeah, can we have like a talk circle, and we can just like talk about what is going on, and we can give ideas to help."
"That seems interesting. Let's do it." Juliet said.

We sat on my floor and took turns talking and and giving ideas for about an hour. There was a lot to talk about. And a lot of interesting things.

When they left I gave them Hugs and was about to get a cup of coffee.

"What are you doing." Andy asked.
"I wanted coffee"
"No, I don't think you should."
"I'm fine, I'll go to bed afterwards I want to read for a little bit."
"Fine, not a lot though."
"Ok." I said.
He walked away and I made my coffee.

When I walked to my room I seen him laying on my bed. "What are you doing?" I asked. "I wanted to say goodnight because I want to go to bed."
He told me.
"It's 9:30."
"I'm tired."
"So am I but I want to read."
"Can you tell me about your book." He said. "Yeah." I told him.
I talked about the book and before he left, he seen the blade on my nightstand and picked it up. "I'm taking this, I don't want to see it near you. You are great the way you are." He said. "Okay." I said. And before he walked out of my room I gave him a hug. "You your the best parent ever." I said. He smiled. "Thanks, you are the best daughter ever." He said. I smiled and hugged him again.

Morning
5:30 am

Sense I don't need to get up till 6:00 I decided to get ready and wait for Andy to come get me.

When he came he was surprised I was up. I normally am really tired, but I was excited today for some reason I was just hyper.

When Andy brought me my coffee and sat by me he said, "I am going to be touring in a week again, but not long only about 2 weeks and-" I cut him off. "I don't want you to go." I said. "You didn't let me finish, and to start with something small the tour manager said you could come along."
"Are you serious, could I invite my friend."
"I'll talk to him about it. I talked to Juliet about it last night. She's okay with it. And you can get away from the mean kids and do some fun things with me and the band."
"Seems fun, but I really want to tell you that I like Jake. I don't want it to be weird but I do."
"It's not weird a lot of people like us but I get what you mean because of touring with him."
"Yeah." I said.
"It's totally okay with me, sense sometimes we hang around in pairs sometimes, I'll pair you with Jake."
"That would be cool."

We finished our coffee and he took me to school. I can't wait for when I do get to tour with them. I hope I can invite my friend.

When I got to my class I got my stuff ready. I started to take notes then started looking around the room.
Which is weird because I don't normally do this.

"Pay attention, you don't want to fail your next test now do you." The kid next to me said.
"The test is in a week you got time to study, but you need to take notes." Someone else said.
I ignored them, but then they took my pen.

"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS! LUCKILY I'M LEAVING IN A WEEK AND TOURING FOR TWO WEEKS AND I CAN GET AWAY FROM YOU ASSHOLES!" I yelled at them.
"You aren't touring your not in a band, and you aren't talented enough." The kid next to me said.
"You are all stupid fucking assholes." I said.
"You will be staying after school for a detention." The teacher said.

I grabbed my stuff and went to my room that I get help in. I'm not leaving the room at all today, I'll stay here all day.

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When school ended I walked back to my math class and Andy was in the room. I didn't say anything and sat in my desk. He didn't talk to me at all either.

I slowly and carefully took out my phone and put in my earbuds. The teacher didn't notice, but I know Andy did, but he didn't say anything. He sat in the desk next to me and waited for it to be over.

When we walked to the car I was still listening to it and until we got home. I got out of the car and took my earbuds out and ran inside.

When I got to my room I remembered Andy took the blade. I didn't say anything to Andy when I ran past him to go to the room with my guitar.

When I got there I started to play Drag Me To The Grave. I didn't know he followed me to the room but when I played he sang along.
When I finished i put the guitar away and stood up.

"Can I talk to you." He said.
"Fine." I said.
He shut the door and sat next to me.
"You need to be careful with what you say. I don't want to know you get detentions. The teacher is okay with you going but you have to do homework still. And your friend can go. I talk to her mother."
"I don't want to do homework."
"If you do it in the first week you'll be able to hang out with Rosy. She is coming on the second week."
"People have to shut up, because today people said I'm not touring because I'm not in a band and not talented enough."
"And that's why I want you with me when I'm touring this time, you won't need to worry about them."
"Ok." I said.

I sat there and hugged him for a little bit until he went to make some food.