Don't Touch Me [ryden]

(14) Touch

Brendon definitely wasn't actually foreign with bringing someone home after drinks. However this was the first time he did so without having to sleep with them let alone that person was unconscious and had puke all over them. None of the other boys wanted to take responsibility for Ryan, and since Brendon was the most acquainted he had to take care of it, besides he did puke on him.

On their way to the room Spencer gave him a hand on carrying the boy with his flimsy arms wrapped around their shoulders for support. Brendon could only imagine Ryan's reaction if he was conscious and he would probably throw Brendon off the window for touching him that much. They opened Ryan's room and to their surprise there was no Dallon present which makes Brendon think about what just had happened between them and how their friendship could potentially be ruined but his main priority right now was Ryan.

They carefully lowered Ryan on his bed and Spencer started yawning making Brendon glance at him. "You go ahead Spence you're probably tired." Spencer nods and heads to the door. "Alright. I'm gunna go hit the hay, and don't rape him." Brendon chuckles at this, although he wasn't exactly opposed to the idea but he still respects Ryan, no matter how attractive he thought he was. "I'm just going to clean him up a bit. I'll be there after."

Spencer closes the door gently and Brendon decides not to turn the lights on thinking it might make Ryan uncomfortable. He looks around the room and finds some sort of basin he could use, unfortunately who the fuck in college has that so he figured to just grab anything that he could put some water in and ended up with Ryan's cereal bowl. He runs to the showers and fills it with warm water before he runs back and grabs a small towel from Ryan's drawers that he might have messed up a bit. Okay maybe a lot.

He struggles to take the shirt out of Ryan's body especially with Ryan's unusually long arms. After a while he was able to pull through and he gently raises Ryan's head so he could take the dirty clothing off and sets the boy's head back on the pillow gently. Brendon starts to bite his lip as he tries to distract himself from looking at Ryan's bare torso. He dips the towel on the water and squeezes the water out of it before proceeding to cleaning Ryan up. He was fairly skinny and lanky, he barely had any muscles which was odd considering the kid plays baseball. The damp towel glides over the pale skin and Brendon takes a moment to stare at Ryan's face.

Who knew this eye-rolling germaphobic asshole looked so peaceful when he was unconscious?

Brendon's fingers rested on the boy's forehead then on the side of Ryan's cheekbone and he starts to trace Ryan's beautiful brows. He probably couldn't get the chance to touch Ryan ever again and stare at him like he was doing now so he made the most of it. His fingers lightly brushing on the unconscious boy's hair that was now all tousled up and messy as some of his bangs covered his forehead that was red considering it hit Brendon's windshield the moment he passed out. Thankfully there wasn't any cuts but there was a small bump prominent. His hand brushed on Ryan's forehead to set his hair aside before resting the warm towel on it. After cleaning him up, he grabbed a fresh t shirt and carefully putting it on Ryan, then tucked him in his blanket. He could feel Ryan's warm hand curl up on his own and he smiles. Instinctively he kissed Ryan's forehead a quick kiss and he was immediately red because of his own unexpected gesture.

He sits down on the chair for a bit looking around the room before finding himself another book, which was of Ryan's property and his mind drifts back to Ryan's sweet words. He picks the book up and gives it his full concentration and before you know it Brendon falls out of consciousness himself, his head rested on Ryan's table.

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The moment the light peeks on the crack of their window and hits Ryan's face his eyelids flutter in annoyance and his whole face scrunches up. He notices an unusual weight on his head and he touches it to find the damp towel. He looks around and his clothes were changed, and a sleeping Brendon was drooling all over his desk. Immediately after shooting the whole half of his body up, a sharp sting envelopes his head making him lay back down and groan in pain.

All of the past night's events played through Ryan's mind and his eyes open wide in realization and disgust. He runs to the bathroom and immediately brushes his teeth three times this time and gargles with mouthwash. "Oh god this is so fucking gross" After he spent almost half an hour just cleaning his mouth that tasted like liquor he walks back to his room and Brendon was still sleeping. He looks around to see the bowl with another towel, god fuck Brendon I eat from that bowl he mentally groans and reminds himself to buy a new bowl because there was no way he was using that one again. His puked up shirt on the floor which he immediately grabbed on put on his laundry basket the moment he saw and he realizes what Brendon did.

which was fucking disgusting

but he realised it was still thoughtful of him to take care of him, knowing Brendon was intoxicated as well. Despite being furious about a lot of things, a part of him was still grateful to Brendon. Ryan grimaced as he heard Brendon snore and he realizes that the boy was in fact drooling on his desk so he pokes on the sleeping boy with his foot.

"Brendon" he says shaking him but Brendon stays still and mutters a bunch of words under his breath so Ryan tries harder this time. "Brendon wake up"

"Hm? What? Oh hi, good morning."

"You're drooling all over my desk." Ryan sheepishly says and Brendon snaps his head on the damp desk and he wipes his face on his sleeves. Ugh gross, Ryan thought. After Brendon backed away from the desk Ryan immediately stumbles to clean it with wipes and alcohol twice and Brendon scratches the back of his head and well checking out Ryan's legs that were visible since he was only on his shorts and the fact that Ryan was slightly leaning on his desk to clean up made his butt a little more exposed to Brendon, of course the younger took his shot and lowered his head a bit tilting it to the side with a grin.

"So, how are you feeling? I'm sorry I ruined some of your stuff I didn't know where you kept your clothes, and I can't believe you have a drawers just for socks." Brendon rambles on again confused, he didn't really organize his stuff, it was just everything stuffed in drawers. He didn't even fold them and seeing Ryan's drawers like that made him think about how much time it probably took Ryan to fix all of it.

"I'm feeling a little bit better thanks, but my head is killing me."

"Yeah well I bought you aspirin and some water, it's over there." Brendon motions to the desk with a small plastic bag with the medicine and a glass of water. Ryan stares at it for a second and opens his mouth but before he could say anything Brendon already cut him off "Don't worry that's a clean glass I washed it." and Ryan blinks.

"Oh, thanks I guess." He says taking the medicine and downed it with water. "You're welcome" Brendon flashes him a big smile and he begins to think about how much trouble Brendon had to go through just to get him these. Brendon actually woke up in the middle of the night to put some socks on Ryan when he was chilly and thought about getting him the medicine while he was sleeping. Apparently Dallon was back around that time and immediately passed out on his own bed.

Ryan frantically looks around his room and he can't deny he was starting to feel a bit uncomfortable, since everything was just too much for him to take all at once. "Brendon?"

"Yeah"

"Please leave, I wanna change."

"Alright. Tell me if you need anything though, I'll be next door catching some Z's. See ya Ryan." He says hugging Ryan and Ryan jumps out of his embrace.

"Jesus Brendon fuck off. You can't just do that."

"As if you didn't want to touch me this whole time let's be real." Brendon says as he winks then heads to his own room and Ryan once again rolls his eyes for the first time that day.

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I actually didn't get to sleep last night which was awful but I hope y'all like this, please vote and comment

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