Flashbacks (Sequel to From A broken home )

Barneys first day

Your POV

Today was Barney's first day back at the office. I should probably get up but I'm just laying on my bed staring at the ceiling. I'm glad I got Adam to reconsider and let him back in, after all he did fire him for an unfair reason. And it might be weird between us since we broke up, and not to mention I can only remember a fake version of him. I put my hands on my face " Ughhhh" I said through my hands.

" Knock knock" Adam said knocking on my door.

" Come in" I said still not taking my hands off my face.

" I'm just guessing you said come in" he said coming in and sitting on my bed next to me.

I took my hands off and looked at him " Today's Barney's first day back" I said.

" I know, he was a good friend and it killed me to know he hurt you. So I'm glad he's coming back. How are you feeling bout it?" he asked.

" I don't know. I just feel bad because I only remember bits and pieces of the real him and the other stuff are things that happened to me in a dream" I said.

He nodded his head " Yeah it will be okay. You're a strong girl"

I smiled " That's all you got?"

" That's all I got" he said smiling.

" Some big brother. Now go away so I can change" I said sitting up.

" Okay see you downstairs in a bit" he said getting up and walking away.

Today's going to be an interesting day.

Time skip to the offices

I got put the car and looked at the building. I took a deep breath and started walking. Adam walked up and put an arm around my should a walking " You know it'll be okay" he said.

" Ehhh I know but now I need to talk to people about feelings and avoid people" I said leaning my head back on his arm for affect.

He laughed " Oh don't be a baby, you'll be fine."

" Oh really, so as a high schooler you were able to walk up to any girl and ask them on a date. Oh or walk up to your ex and talk to them and have it not be the most awkward thing ever" I said. I really was nervous and talking about nothing helped.

" Okay first you know I was an awkward child in high school" he said.

I sighed. I really didn't remember anything but I don't want to hurt him more. I smiled " Oh yeah that's why everyone liked me more"

" Oh shut up" he said smiling and pulling his arm off to push me. I laughed and shoved him back.

Now we were at the door. " Hey you go in, I'm going to go round back"

He sighed and said okay. I walked round to the back and started up the stairs. I really don't want to be here. Maybe I could call Alesa, say I threw up or something. All I need to do is run to the bathroom, gag for a bit, the flush the toilet. I may not look like I did but they won't question me if I say I feel bad. I'm a good actor, I think. No. No I can't do that, that would be stupid and immature of me.