I Closed the bathroom door behind me falling to the cold hard ground slowly crying , sobbing , I was Crying very hard I Felt like someone had just ripped my heart into pieces , I don't know why i'm crying but i don't want feel that i need anyone's help , I can do anything by myself.
I Know that Zayn was talking about me and i Know also that they can't be using me but this isn't why i'm crying , i just don't want to get pity looks from eveyone i don't want to feel weak , i don't want everyone to treat me as if i can't stand straight for 10 minutes, I just wanted to know that everything will be okay and nothing more , i know that i can remember it's not that hard
Remember
Please just remember
Remember
Remember
Remember and everything will be okay ..
It can't be that hard , it's just some memories
I've been sitting on the floor of tha large bathroom for half an hour now , crying and begging myself to remember , trying to remember anything about my life , even my name anything when i heard some soft knocks on the door pulled me out of my thoughts
"Darcy?" Eleanor's voice came through the door but i didn't answer i just kept crying
"Darcy open the door please" She said again but i still haven't answer , she's calling me Darcy because she doesn't know My name , None of us know my name, I let out a loud sob and then her soft knocks because louder
"Darcy!! , Are you Crying?? Open the door please , I'm Very Worried" She Said a bit louder than before
instead of answering her , i just got up to watch my face, then i opened the door.
I Was looking at the ground when i opened the door but i can see Eleanor's Eyes on my from the corners of my eyes , After a few seconds Eleanor Hugged me when i started to sob again
"Shhh , it's Okay" She whispered in my ear
"Why Can't i just remember everything Already , it would be great if i just remembered who I am" I growled and sobbed again.
"Everything will be Okay , just let's sit on the couch so you don't hurt your legs , yeah?" She said helping me to go to the couch
YOU ARE READING
Amnesia
Fanfictiona 19 years old girl , her dream is to be a stylist and finally her dream came true, but she has to leave everything behind for her dream, see how her life is going to change, how she's going to face her problems guess she's going to forget her fami...
