Falling For Him (completed)

Chapter 4

All I did was fuck up. I woke up sweating and slowly walking to my window. It was sunny, which put me in a better mood. I went to my closet and picked out a black and white polka dotted crop top, a pink high waisted skirt and brown sandals. I applied a berry lip balm, applied winged liner and curled my ends. I also put a red bandana in my hair. I walked down the stairs and went to eat breakfast. Mom and Dad were out because they weren't home. I went to my pantry and hauled out a box of cinnamon toast crunch and got some milk from the fridge. I reached for a clean bowl in the dishwasher and ate my cereal in silence. I really fucked up this time. One day I liked Ryan, next thing I was hooking up with two super hot guys. Today I was going to go to school with Ryan and he was going to think I was in love with him! What was I going to do?

"Adelynn! Come sit with me!" Ryan says as I enter the bus. Shit. I fake a smile and try to love Ryan as much as I can. Suddenly our fingers interlace and he looks at me smiling.

"So, what's new in life?" Ryan asks. Oh nothing, I met two super fucking attractive guys behind your back. What about you? I think in my head.

"You know, same old. I practiced volleyball on the beach yesterday. I'm thinking of joining again," I reply to Ryan.

"Sweet," Ryan says smiling. It hurts for me to even look at him. What have I done?

I come home disgusted of myself. I have to pretend to "love" Ryan. I start to sob, then head to get the chocolate ice cream. I needed it. If I wanted Ryan bad enough, nows my chance. There was only only one thing I could do to fix this. Ditch the two hot guys. A tear wiped down my face and I crawled underneath my chevron print comforter. I turned on my flat screen tv in front of my bed and watched some netflix. I decided to catch up on some pretty little liars. I ate spoonfuls of ice cream until I felt sick then slept the whole night crying.

"So what are you going to do Adelynn?" one of my girly friends, Sarah asks.

"I don't know. I love Ryan and I could never let him go, but two really nice, cute and funny guys are hanging out with me behind Ryans back," I say running my fingers through my hair.

"First of all, it's not complicated. If you loved or liked Ryan enough to never let him go, you would be with him Ad," Sarah says clasping her hands together. She walks up to my window and stares for a moment. "Is that what you want? To lose him forever?" Sarah asks. And before I know it, that question sticks with me for the whole day and bugs me so much, that I go for a run. A run! Not something in Adelynns vocabulary.

A/N: So.. What would you do in Adelynns situation? Who would you pick? It's definitely frustrating that Adelynn would lure herself into boy trouble in the first place. Can she get out of it?