A Wish - Sequel to You Are My Sunshine

Chapter 13 - Wonders

"Come on Nariko, let them rest." A voice carries throughout the apartment in a tired manner. Another voice enters the scene, making me jump. "No! I refuse to have MY girlfriend  SLEEP next to HIM." One of my eyelids slides open sleepily to see a blueberry and pineapple fighting...no wait it's just Nariko and Jellal.

I move slightly to see the time, appearing only to turn in my sleep. It's around 11:30 pm. "Come on Nariko, they're best friends, what's gonna happen?" Reasons Jellal. Nariko looks like he's gonna blow. "Everything!" Jellal pulls on Narikos shirt. "Come on, let them rest. I'm sure if Lucy wants to come back and lay with you that she will." And they both disappear down the hallway, voices fading as they go farther.

I sit up, then yawn, my body escaping the warmth of Natsu who lays next to me. I start to recall what had happened before I had fallen asleep. I  remember I had pulled Natsu back to me and...that's kind of embarassing. What was I thinking? I probably just thought that everything would be ok while I drifted off to sleep. I would deal with it later.

I sigh. Well what now? I fall back onto the couch, tired. One light illuminates part of the room with its faded white glow. Everyone forgot to shut the curtains. Of course, I think. It's my job.

My eyes slightly shut to the sound of silence. It's so quiet. I snuggle up to Natsu because no one can see me. It's probably the last time I'll be able to lay with him like this too. That's kinda depressing. A part of me wants to stay with him like this, but I'm too late. It was my whole fault that it ended up like this anyways.

I don't blame him for finding someone else. I take a deep breath, then let it go.

The silent world around me sleeps. I'm trying to sleep too, but I can't help but wonder about things. Once, someone told me that wondering was a dangerous thing. "It will get you nowhere and leave you with unanswered questions." They said. I don't know if I believed them. From my experiences now as a human, I can tell you that every person who has spent days wondering becomes depressed easily.

But wondering isn't all bad, its just something we all do because we're curious. Curiosity is good thing. So that's why I don't know how to side with the argument. I pull the quilt over my head and close my eyes. Its why I don't know when to stop wondering.

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The early morning light shines through the windows. Are you kidding me? I should've shut them last night. My hand lays in the spot that Natsu should be in. Its shadow casts on my face.

I pull myself up, trying to be fully aware of what's happening when something falls on me, squashing my body in the process. "Agh!" I shriek. "Oh, sorry Lucy!" Jellal pulls away from Erza. They were trying to have a full make out session on my face. "WHAT THE HELL!!" I shout, waking up the rest of the building. "Sorry Lucy! Didn't see you!"

I take deep breaths, trying  to calm myself.

Why is this what my life amounts to?

Ello minna!

I hope you liked this weeks chapter as I had put a little more effort into it.

I also want to tell you to check out my friend, MiraLivesforYou. She's working on a Destiel fanfic as of now (her first) and I would like it if you would support her too!

See ya next week!

-Everything_Counts