13:13 Ineffable

13:5

13:5

I love reading books and I love telling the story of the book I have read what makes it more lovable?

Whenever you listen to me.

But I'm sorry.

I am guilty.

I have a lot of fictional characters' crushes.

I'm sorry love.

That you feel jealousy whenever I tell you things about them.

But love,

Please hear me out.

"Which is more valuable? Me or him?"

You will always be more valuable than him. I hope you know that.

"If I were to go, will you follow me?"

I will. Will you let me?

"Living this life is nothing without you."

Without you.

"Lucky me, I have you."

I am once blessed.

"You were the best thing that has ever happened to me."

Best thing.

Thing.

"On that 'Yes' you made my life complete."

Can I say 'yes' again?

"Untold by mouth by shouted in words."

Silence.

"May I be the one who makes you crave the most?"

Always and still.

"All of that fiction..made me feel like a ghost."

Can you still remember when I said that I did fangirling over a fictional character because I see you with them?

You make them alive, my love.

You turn them into reality, by your existence.

"Rendering this feeling to games and entertainment."

Please render it with me, love.

"Rough day for me to accept it, but you love 'em all the way."

I love you more than them.
I wouldn't be here staying with you, if not.

"My love, I love you more, ever since that day I saw your smile."

I love you much more my love, with or without your smile.

Please remind yourself of those things.

Cause me?

I'm still holding it, the reminder you gave me.

Reminder:

- The girl I want to marry is you.
-You are the battery of my life.
-Everyone knows I'm yours.
-I love you so much.

Will you still remind me of those things?

Still, even when I am not able to speak with you anymore, just please listen to the first song, I have sung for you. I hope you still kept it with you.

Again,
I hope.

My love,
I know I have said this to you but I still want to remind you that no one did replace you. Even a fictional character. I may love them because of what I read but I hope you still remember when I said that it reminds me of you. They remind me of you. Of how blessed I am because I wouldn't have to hope for an impossible thing because I have you. I love you, my love.

I wish I can send this to you, right now.

I wish.

My love.

You are always better than them, they might be the best, but you are always better.

I hope you know that.

I hope.