i pressed my lips againt the other boys and we stayed in this position for a while, him finally breaking the bond.
"i'm sorry, i just kinda, got carried away. you're really beautiful, dan" he blushed.
"you're more beautiful, phil" i pulled him into a hug. he hugged back, making my heart warm.
"thankyou so much, for all this, dan. can- can i tell you something? important" phils hand shook.
"of course, go ahead"
we both went and sat down againt a tree.
"so, please don't tell anyone anything i'm about to tell you, promise?"
"i promise"
"okay so;
1, i'm gay. very gay. like oh my gosh i'm so gay for dan howell kind of gay. yes i just admitted i had a crush on you.
2, my family life is really bad. we've had to move continuously and my parents always blame me for it, telling me their lives would be better if i was dead. i actually believe them too.
which leads to
3, you saved me, dan. insider information, i was going to kill myself last night. i really was. i had it all planned and ready. but then i thought of you. and when you said you'd be friends with me. and that gave me reason to live. because the boy all of my feelings go towards cares about me. and holy crap, daniel howell, i'm so in love with you"
i sat next to phil, taking all this information into my head.
"well fuck, phil lester, i love you too"
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