the rest of the day spent with phil and pj was really fun. i'm really glad phil happened to move to my school. it's a true miracle.
i looked at phil in the eye after school.
"so, we should catch up sometime" i finally got the nerve to say. a smile appeared on his face.
a perfect smile.
"that sounds like an awesome idea" he smiled, looking at the ground.
was i really in love with a boy i'd only just met?
no. that's not possible.
i let it all slip to the back of mind, relaxing. i was really excited to go to pj's house after school.
his mum feeds me cheese biscuits and ribena OKAY.
i adore his whole family. they're all so- nice -i wish my whole family was the same.
anyway.
i walked home with the green eyed boy, talking about school and basically gossiping about the people we don't like. it was great, really. i enjoyed it so much.
since pj only lives 3 minutes away from school, we got there pretty quickly. i took my shoes of outside and walked in, being nicely greeted by his mum.
"dan! pj! nice to see you both home" she smiled. "i'll get some snacks upstairs soon for you".
me and pj proceeded to his room.
"so, what'd you want to tell me?".
pj looked at me, tears seeming to weld up in his eyes.
oh no.
"w-well, dan, i, i've been holding this in for a while now, simply because i wasn't sure if it was true or not. i've tried to figure it all out and understand exactly, and i think i've finally done that. and i'm not sad because this is a bad thing, or anything like that. i'm sad because, i'm worried of the dangers to me and my friends that this could bring. so dan, i'm finally going to tell you" he took a deep breath in and breathed out slowly.
"i'm gay"
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