THE BROKEN ALPHA (ON HOLD)

7.PLEASE DAKOTA WAKE UP

I went home to shave an cut my hair but I didn't leave kota by herself I had my most trusted Beta's watch over her I only trusted David and Samuel to keep watch over my kota I thought to myself if she gets out of the hospital I'm going to be everything she needs and more I promise no I vow to make the right moves an make her comfortable so while I was home I asked my mother to make Dakota's room to look like the one from home but my mother gave me a weird gaze.

I whispered in her ear "mom please just go to her house and look at her room....please" she looked at me with tears "mom what happened" she spoke with a happy tone "this is the first time in years you've called me mom so many times" I looked away embarrassed and she hugged me in a way that made me feel like a kid again she walked out the front door and I walked to the back.

I sniffed around the door an under the table where Caleb hid himself when I caught it a faint whiff of Tina I knew right then and there that Tina sent those men to harm my little brother and to kill my kota but I'd have to worry about that later I hopped in my car and drove back to The Vandergash Hospital and got in the elevator to the third floor I walked to room c-70 and I saw her still laying there her lips still white with the kiss of death I looked at her body to make sure no one bruised her while I was gone.

When I found no markings I kissed her head then her lips and sat down in my seat that's when the doctor came in an spoke "young alpha I'm going to tell you something I know your not going to want to hear but there is no hope for her.....were going to have to pull the plug on this" my eyes turned red and I could feel my wolf want to lash out on him he backed away and ran for the door.

I sat back down and looked at her "hey kota its me danny I wanna tell you about the first day we met at school I know it wasn't a great first impression but it was the only one I knew I've already told you how Tina betrayed my trust and how it wrecked me an messed my head up but when I saw you I was stuck in your beautiful face I kept trying to shake those feelings even in class I knew you were looking at me but when we got to lunch and that Jackson put his hands on you I snapped I didn't like his hands on you and I didn't like him hurting you and that's when I picked you up and for the first Time in my life I felt completely whole again but I didn't want to savor the moment I was afraid to let you in I couldn't, what I'm trying to say is every encounter leading up to the day you were beaten up and me taking you home has been the best days of my life and the months you spent with us have brought me nothing but happiness" I started crying and that's when I heard it

My heart dropped as I watched the doctors and nurses rush in and try to resuscitate her now officially lifeless corpse.....they announced her dead at 7:30pm the first day of summer I knew how much she would have loved to let the sun kiss her beautiful face.you

I was asked to leave her room and I drove home feeling nothing, I didn't even cry my eyes were drained and when I got home I sat in her room smelling her scent slowly fading away.

Two Months Later~~~~~

I couldn't believe she was actually gone but its been two months I can't keep acting like she's alive, her white face of death haunted my dreams my eyes were red due to the lack of sleep its like every time I'd close my eyes I'd see Dakota laying on the floor, I barely spoke to anyone, my weight dropped, my hair grew longer but I'd always cut it, and my mother would force me to shower even when she knew I'd just put on the same black shirt and gray sweatpants I never left the house but my mom urged me specifically that today was the last day I'd get to see Dakota I hated the fact that the girl I had fallen in love with was taken away from me.

She was the only one who was going to take away my pain but instead I was too late, I should have got to her on time but I didn't an now I'm going to live without her for the rest of my life, so I told my mom "can we just wait two weeks please" she nodded and I went to Dakota's room to lay back in her bed I just didn't have the strength or energy I didn't want her to see me like this.....I wept at my thought well she can't see me at all I just wanted to be left alone.

Two weeks later~~~~~~~~~~~~

My mom demanded I take a bath so I did as she said she then told me that Dakota was being kept alive by a machine I felt myself about to cry but Instead I walked away an got in the shower I out on one of my long sleeved shirts that Dakota liked so much along with a pair of joggers i didn't have the strength to drive my car so my mother drove me to the hospital when we reached the hospital doors i was greeted by a faint smell of my kota.

I didn't bother to raise my head at the receptionist I could feel her sympathetic eyes looking at me as I made my way to Dakota's room I looked at her all hooked up to different machines an I felt anger why couldn't they just help her an bring her back to me I sat there in a chair next to her, an held her frosty cold hands she was still as cold as I remember but it felt different her face seemed to have changed in emotion but I shook my head since my psychiatrist told me I'd feel mentally unstable when it came to seeing her but still she was all I wanted and now I can't have her I slipped a ring onto her ice cold fingers an kissed it I promised I'd never move on and I'd never forget her.

The doctor came in "I'm sorry but if you want her to have any type of peace then we suggest you pull the plug an let her rest" I cried he was right I can't keep allowing them to pump oxygen into her, I can't keep her here, I don't want her to suffer any longer I nodded my head an removed my hand from her cold corpse I cried even harder.

Why does this have to happen.
Where is my happiness.
Why can't I be the one dying.
Just why......
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