worthless

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Mar 5, 2009worthless

will i ever be worth anything

i know i'm not now

but for some reason

i thought that would change somehow

silent agony

pain too much to bare

was i fooling myself

thinking i didn't care

what am i worth now

i'm not worth anything

i've been told that by everybody

and i screw up at everything

but the question is

who will i be

will i ever be worth anything

if i am still me

who am i

some piece of shit

stupid, worthless girl

maybe i should take a hint

i sneak into my room

and try not to scream

please don't interupt this

please just let me bleed

it will all be over soon

and i can hear the quiet drip

of my blood crashing to the floor

my conciousness begins to slip

hopefully you will see

and possibly begin to understand

all the pain i went through

and no one was there to hold my hand

i was better off alone

and now forever will be

there's nothing left but the body of the worthless girl

but now the burden is set free

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