whore, mistake, fool, ashamed,no good, a waist
i have to make this buzzing stop from ringing in my ears
some how i have to make this pain sub side from all the years
words left unspoken ring loud and clear
the girl of stone crumbled and diss appeared
years come and they go but her last words remain
im so sorry for all this pain please forgive me .....some day
i just cant take it anymore
worthless and helpless ill lye on the floor
pills taken wrist slit
if one fails the other shall take hold...forgive me someday
she just cant take knowing shes no good to anyone
a waist of space forgotten in the days
soon days shall pass peoples memory of her shall fade
they never really knew her anyway
hopelessly shattered left there to rot
her breathing slows her heart stops
many would wonder how she lived so long
so long when her soul was already so far gone
minutes turn to days days into weeks weeks to months months to years
still she lies there waiting
always waiting for the day the sun shines again
when the sky becomes the wonderful blue others see
when the sun warms her face and touches her cheek
green grass grows over where she lays
cold and lifeless as a winters day
she can feel it now
she can see it now
vison blurs hands go numb
her body shakes
she thinks
this is it ......please forgive me for what ive done
i never ment to hurt any one,,,,,,
tears she sheds for the pain she has caused
more fall knowing what shes causeing now
worry dismay sorrow and pain
she knows this all to well
hand full of pills
gone down the hatch
i just cant take the constint pain .....please forgive me some day
please forgive me some day
1:05 AM SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 05 2009
