im lost
lost in this pain
darkness all around
helpless i fall to the ground
crying out does nothing now
crying tears mean nothing now
i feel nothing now
thats untrue i feel
dirty
shamful
un worthy
a slut
why
ill tell you why
i lie
i steal
i kissed and felt
been beded
then ran
im unclean
tanted
unpure
when will this black world take me
once an angel guiding the souls to the heavens above
now fallen to the darkness that is my own hell wings
once pure and white like the snows now
black with pain and guilt
red tipped with the blood ive spilt
walking the nights like some kind of monster
looking for that one person that might save me
return me to my former form
something pure and holy not tanted and unworthy
tears keep falling like the rains of the storm never ending
lifemate not mentioned
that hope is fadeing
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someone hold me before i hit the depths of hell
words they ring loud and clear "no one will ever love you."
i shiver with the inner cold
chills in the middle of the hot nights
holding onto my old halo tight
horns have taken its place this night
once an angel sins horns grow to replace the once lovely halo
the halo turns to silver not gold
tanted by the sin
curled into this ball screaming out
SAVE ME PLEASE OH LORD TAKE ME BACK I MISS THE LIGHT
forever ringing in the night
im a fallen angel
an angel of the night i walk around looking for the souls that are like
..............
fallen and unclean
tanted and shamful
this i adore those are the ones that see me as i used to be
an angel of the light not of the dark
what they cant see is the horns that i set that old silver halo upon in the dark of night
I AM A FALLEN ANGEL UNWORTHY OF BEING SAVED I HAVE SINED THIS I KNOW THE SCARS WILL ALWAYS SHOW FOREVER IM TOLD
