The New Alpha and His 'Human'

17; My Alpha

Mason did drive me home but no one was up. Mason took me to his room and we remade a night we used to have all the time. It was pure joy and I was happy. 

That was until I woke up and realized everything that had happened. Don't get me wrong, I'm ecstatic about what Mason and I just did, but I just scared about what I had gotten myself into. 

I am now in house full of werewolves and I feel fine. I feel safe. My slayer senses had finally calmed and I was happy here. 

Damon is going to be pissed at me. I had just left him with a child. I feel like a child. I feel like a bitch. Could I blame him? I would never forgive me.

I walked down the stairs, leaving Mason in bed. I had put on his hoodie and my pants. My hair was somewhat down and not terribly askew.  

I could feel people all around me.  I could feel what they were feeling. I could tell where they were.

A crashing down the stairs had caused me to spin around as fast as I could.

Mason, his hair everywhere, was looking around in a frantic state. He was scared and once his eyes landed on me, he visibly relaxed.

It pained me to know why he would've come to conclusions that I had left already...

He walked over to me, his shirt off and basketball shorts low on his hips. He put his arms around me. I leaned into him, knowing I could trust him to always catch me. 

I could feel the light kisses he was placing all over my neck and shoulders. I couldn't help the smile. When he reached the spot right under my ear, I let out a gasp followed by a moan. I could feel his sinister smile and his chuckle. When he did it again, I leaned farther into him. He turned me around in his arms, taking his mouth off for half a second, and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around him. He wouldn't move his head from me. So, I held him there while he ran back up the stairs.

I'm guessing you know what happens next...

The next time I got up, Mason did too. He said he needed to handle something with his pack and that I should shower and he would be done when I got out. I did.

Showering in his bathroom was different than the one I've been using. HIs was clean, big, and had many things in there. Ammon's was small, dirty all the time, and had whatever I put in there. 

Ammon. I didn't even think about him. What did he think happened to me?Did he even care? What if he was on his way here right now...

I was paranoid.

Mason was right, he was done when I got out. I guess I had taken a really long time because Mason had already showered as well. He was wearing khaki shorts and no shirt. 

I wouldn't mind getting used to that...

He turned around to me. I couldn't help the blush on my face. He looked me up and down.  I smiled to him and looked down to me. I wasn't wearing anything too revealing. My shorts were an appropriate length and my t-shirt was Mason's. His clothes were so much comfier than mine. I would choose his over mine any day.

Once he was done checking me out, he called me over to him. With each step I took, he would back up in the bed. I flopped down next to him. He had pulled me up and into him. I slung my leg over his and clutched him around his waist. My head was on his chest. He gave me a kiss.

He sighed, telling me he was stressing over something. I knew I would find out but I wanted to know now. 

"Cassie, I know we both want to wait to have this conversation, but I'm afraid I can't wait any longer."

Mason was stroking my back. I only held onto him and let him continue when he was ready. It didn't take long. I knew he wanted it off his chest.

"What are you going to do? I'm not sure if I'm okay with the whole slayer thing. I mean, I love to know that your stronger than I thought you were. But, I don't want you to get hurt. And, that damn watcher of your's has something against me. I can just feel it. He's hiding something..."

He was almost growling at the thought/mention of him. 

I had thought of Ammon. I wasn't sure what he would do.

What did I want? Well, I knew I never wanted to leave Mason again. I knew that I had wanted to help with the whole vampires thing. I wanted to do something. I knew I could. They wouldn't have chosen me if I couldn't. 

I wanted answers. I wanted to know why Mason and I could just love each other so freely? Was this normal? Was anything normal? What other things are out there? Would I be able to keep my family and Mason's pack safe? 

My family. I still had to face them. I could tell Manny would be walking by now. I'm sure he has said a word or two. I hope that Damon isn't mad. I know that that's asking a lot but, I wanted things to get back to normal. Or, at least the new normal of all went well.

I sighed, "Well, I know what I want to do. I want to stay here with you. I want my family back. I want to help out in any way I can. That means doing things you might not be comfortable with.  I'm not sure about Ammon. He hasn't seemed to try to contact me. He might not even miss me. Who knows..."

I knew that was a lie. I knew Ammon well enough to know that he would care enough to look for me. I wasn't sure how long it would take for him to figure it out but I knew he would know.

What I had really wanted to know, is if he would care or not that I had wanted to stay.

I mean, he had given me everything I needed to know and more. I wasn't sure how to ever repay him but I knew leaving him wasn't appropriate. I wasn't sure what was. 

He doesn't deserve this.

I don't deserve this. 

I heaved another sigh and snuggled closer to Mason. I had closed my eyes and felt a pair of lips peck my head, 

I fell asleep, content and safe, in the arms of an Alpha.

My Alpha.