The New Alpha and His 'Human'

13; Never Let This Happen

Ammon told me everything:

"You slay vampires. I will watch over you, tell you everything you will need to know, and advise you. Your whole life will changes and revolve around this."

He said more but I zoned out by now. It made sense, I got faster, my senses changed, I got stronger. My dreams told me it was happening. 

I bolted out of there and he let me go. I ran to a bar and spent every last dime I had on booze. It was the only thing I thought to do. 

Walking off into an alley, knowing no one could harm me anymore, I nearly drank all of the things I bought.  I started smashing things, barely noticing the tears streaming down my face.  A scream erupted from me. The wall had done nothing wrong to me and I felt rapid guilt. I grabbed my head and slammed into the wall. 

"Why!"

"NO!"

I felt myself swaying and let myself go. I got up, fists clenched and started to throw punches. I wasn't sure what I was hitting but my knuckles got cold after a while. I kept going until I ran out of beer.

I marched home and walked in for the keys and left.  Damon yelled for me but I ignored him and started to drive off. 

I put on a song that screamed out for me. I blasted it and screamed lyrics but just in general. I screamed at the dash board and slammed my bloody fists on it. I was well over the speed limit and the alcohol was going to my head. 

I don't wanna feel a thing anymore. I couldn't take the intensity of it all.

I closed my eyes and laid my foot on the gas petal and didn't stop until the bag was thrown in my face. 

This was one way to end it. 

~~~~~~~~~

Merrily on my way down the stairs, I stopped when people got silent when I walked by. When I was happy, they were. I was happy and they looked awkward.

"What's going on?" I asked, people looked around. I was getting upset.

"What the hell happened?" I yelled out. 

Erik, swallowed, "Mas, we went to check on our alpha female, and she wasn't in her home. Damon said she took the keys and stormed out of the house. He said she didn't look good..."

I slammed a fist on the wall, hearing the wall crack crumble under the impact.

 "Where did she go?!"

They didn't know. No one said a word but tired not to stare at me while I was trying to wrap my head around the idea of my mate.  She was fine when I left. Well, a little down but she's not the kind to be like that, too clingy.  Was it her dreams? I wasn't sure what was happening to her. That bothered me. 

"Erik, I want all fighters patrolling until I find her. Get Damon here. Get someone to watch Manny while Damon goes too."

I was out the door with a few of my men while everyone started to run around. I gave orders and this was expected.

I shifted and gave a howl of pain and tried to call my mate. I took off in one direction  and heard the paws of the wolves behind me, looking for my mate. 

I sniffed around, in a rage to find my mate. 

I zoned everything out when I felt a presence of someone who smelled of my mate. I stopped and looked up in hope of her being there.