Josh made dinner. A big dinner.
Ham, corn, mashed potatoes, baked potatoes (he just had to have both,) peas, salad, fruit salad, and ice cream afterwards.
He said he didn't feel like going out so he brought a dinner date home. Tyler couldn't even say thank you enough, he literally almost cried because none of his former boyfriends did this. It made Tyler's breakfast look like a joke.
Josh even bought expensive wine, but decide not to drink to much of it.
Afterwards josh put in a movie called, "the ring." Tyler was never good with scary movies and although it wasn't as creepy as some other movies, Tyler still screamed like a young schoolgirl.
"Let's go skating tomorrow." Josh said. "Skating?" Tyler wrapped a blanket around himself and sat on the couch by josh. He nodded.
"Josh, I don't know how to skate..."
"I can hold your hand so you don't fall."
Tyler smiled, and blushed. He didn't know why but the thought of holding his hand made him want to skate for four years. "Alright I'll go, IF..." Tyler paused not sure if he should continue.
"If what?" Josh asked. "If maybe...maybe you could sleep in my room tonight. Or I could sleep in yours since your bed is bigger." Tyler swallowed his spit, blushed, looked down, and fiddled his fingers all at the same time.
"Ty Joseph, I would love to cuddle with you in my bed." Josh's cheeks changed color almost immediately. From a pale pink to tomato red, he was amazed at what he just said. He liked Tyler, like more than a friend, and sleeping next to him will only make him hungrier for affection.
"Do you want to go now or stay and watched another movie?" Tyler yawned out.
"You seem tired, ty. Let's go to bed." Josh got up dragging his blanket with him and waited patiently for tyler to do the same. Soon enough they were in Josh's bed. Tyler in the corner and Josh slowly scooting next to him.
Their faces were so close and Josh wrapped his arm around Tyler's waist, setting the other one under his head and pulling him closer so their bodies were touching, their breathe warm against each other's blushing faces, and dark souls intertwined.
It was almost one in the morning now but neither one of them wanted to fall asleep, they'd rather keep their foreheads touching and continue staring into each other mocha brown eyes.
"Ty...c-can i-" josh paused. He was too scared to come out and say anything just like Tyler was before. Tyler gave him a questioning look and josh gathered his courage. Taking a breathe filled with emotion he whispered, "ty can I kiss you?" (Consent boi's and girls.)
Tyler flushed and smiled. He didn't expect Josh to ask a question like this. One that reached into the corner of his heart and plucked out an emotion that one could only describe as 'happiness' he didn't respond but instead leaned forwards so their lips were centimeters apart. 'Just a little closer' he willed himself and smashed his lips into josh's a lot harder than he meant to. The kids was desperate, as josh leaned in more and they moved their mouths in a sloppy rhythm.
Tyler paused for a breathe and wiped off his chin, if this was his slobber he definitely did not mean for it to get there. "Josh, I'll kiss you again, but this is my first kiss even though im like 500 years old and I want it to go we-" josh put his finger on tylers lips. "It's fine, it's mine too." Josh admitted shyly. Tyler sighed in relief. "Oh okay." He leaned in again and josh did too wanting- no, needing more.
This kiss was better. It wasn't as forced and this time their lips moved together perfectly, grasping onto each other in an orderly mess. They finally broke apart after awhile and they both panted a little after their first ever moment of love.
Even if it wasn't love, they still felt the kiss linger like a ghost on their pink plump lips, smiles hung in the air and they sat in a comfortable silence.
Tyler clung onto josh, hoping he could fall asleep now that be gotten what he wanted and he wasn't the one to ask for it. "Goodnight jishy." He snuggled into his chest. "G'night ty." Josh cooed softly.
A/n this relationship is moving quickly but im not complaining lmao. I just thought that this needed to go somewhere or I'd shoot myself
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Fanfiction"if love is where you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, to wake up and find them by your side, and to only wish they were there with you forever, then what is hate?"
