The rollercoaster ride me and him went on was crazy. It was the rush that made me stay. It was the way he made me feel and how I just needed him or atleast thats what I thought. His sexual rush or what I called sexual drug was what I wanted more than air itself. Our relationship was very toxic towards one another. The thing with me was that I was a kid learning about life and he was a grown man who had experienced life. So it was easy for him to play with my emotions and use me like a fiddle without me realizing it. Friends told me to leave him alone, shit even my family said to leave him alone but I didn't want to. The more they told me no, the more I ran to him. I actually began to fall for him everytime more and more. Then all hell broke lose after August. Things were getting worse at the club, and keeping it on the low was getting hard. When Ashely started working at the club, my eyebrow raised because the same thing the girls did to me they were doing to her. Yes I became jealous because I didn't want no one taking my place. With me always being around the girls at the club, and now I'm having to compete with this waitress, oh hell nah. So you damn right as head waitress, I had say so over a lot of things, and so I wanted her gone. So I made it happen. When I tell you it only took me about a month and a half to do the deed I did it and she was gone ! Of course I regretted it but when it came to him I didn't want to lose him. But a few months later around September something really bad happened with me and one of his family close home girls. I kinda posed as someone else on Facebook, and I wrote her some real disrespectful stuff, and when the time came I would have to tell him, but that would change my life forever and our relationship forever too.
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Lies, Sex, And Pills: The untold Story of Brè Howard
FantasyEver wondered how a church girl could go down the drain within five months? Well I can tell you because I was that girl, and trust me it was very easy.
