Girls

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You'll realize
That girls like guys
With confidence.

You'll find...
Confidence.

Girls...
Will like you -
You'll want to like them back.

Girls
Will hurt you
And you'd want to trade
The feelings of all the other girls
Just for that one -
That you encounter in many feminine bodies.

Because when she comes,
You feel all the other girls
Trained and groomed and prepped you
For her.
And you'll have her,
You tend to have her at first.
Then
She breaks you.

You'll tell yourself it's your fault,
It always is,
There's always something you do wrong.

You'll go to a corner,
After breaking yourself down further,
Then you go back to the other girls
Wondering why they all like you
And not her.

You'll tell them all
What they want to hear -
Which is fine
Because you never said
The only binding words
That would make teenage girl
Call you an f-boy.
Yeah, everything you've said...
Is justified
By the mere fact
That you never said you loved them
And you never said you were the only one
And...
You're allowed to like more than one girl.

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