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Attractive

You ask her why they like you,
Ask what you did this time...
She tells you they like you -
It's not something that you did.

It doesn't digest well:
You're confident -
Yet still insecure?

Hard to believe
Girls like you -
For you.

And you don't
Have to throw
Feelings to get some...
Sometimes
They're unrequited
And you're the one
Not reciprocating:

You... don't want to believe.

Every new girl
Catching new feelings
Sparks so much worry
Because you have to say "Sorry,
I'm not gonna make you whory
And pay you just to mess with you."
Pay you fake feelings.

And when they still stay
When they still try
You start your kill play
And you start to really pray
That it's mutual misuse
And mutual abuse...
Not you abusing
Girls crazy
And losing
logic
Due to the rhetoric,
Intrigue and playful critic
Of insecure teen boy
No longer timid.