Blue

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by LeroyLakeWrites

by LeroyLakeWrites

Her name was blue
Remember that
Because you liked blue -
The colour...
Maybe you liked her too.

She... was the first too:
She liked you -
You said,
"I like me too".

She... said she had depression
You didn't know what to do
It... was too late for a regression
Well you were just scared to do.

To do...
The honest thing,
Not use her
Like a forest fling
So that you'd get lost in her
Only when you thought of her
While she thought of you -
All the time.

You...
You will hope she is smarter than you think
That eighteen year old girls
Are not easily toyed with by sixteen year old boys.

You...
Will like what's going on
Just the guilt starts flowing on
The night invisible tears start flowing on
As you tell your friend
About going to the dark end.

You...
Wanted to tell her -
But she has
Depression.
Doesn't that mean
Saying it in the day time
Would just be a damn crime?

Night time
Comes by -
You...
Say nothing.
You continue
The sexual flirting.
You call her
What she likes to be called
She calls you
The only word that makes you melt
"baby".
But... this isn't really heartfelt -
She's...
Deeper in these feelings than you
And now your soul is blue -
But not because
It's her soul's colour
But because
Guilt is a blue colour,
Self-hatred is a blue colour,
Conflict is a blue colour,
Confusion is a blue colour...
Because guys like you
Are blue in colour.

Her name was blue
Remember that
Because you liked blue -
The colour...
Maybe you liked her too.
You just might break her too.