Chapter Four - Visiting Him
I'm in my room,crying in pain.The impacted that just hit me hurt as hell.I smelled like alcohol even when I just took a shower.The smells didn't leave me.
Flashback
When I walked in my home,my dad was in the living room holding an alcohol bottle.
"Where have you been?" He asked not looking away from the television.
"Park," I said and quickly went to my room but he stopped me by throwing the bottle to my body.
It hit perfectly by my shoulder.
"Do you know what time is it?" He asked walking towards me.
"10pm," I answered nervously.
"Do you know it's late?Why are you coming home late?" He asked pushing me hard until I fell to the floor.
"I-I'm sorry for coming late," I said
"You're becoming just like your mother,a slut," he said and kicked my leg hard.
I hold my tears.I didn't want to talk back because I know it will just get worse.
He kept on kicking me and said that I'm a slut.
"Next time you come late you're going to face the consequences," he said and last kicked me before went back to the living room.
I ran to my room quickly as I could.Tears fell down my cheeks as I locked myself in my room.
End Flashback
I curled up on my bed while hugging my knees.I could heard something was being thrown down stairs.
I'm guessing that my mom came home.
I plugged my earphones and turned on "Fix This (The Colourist Remix) - The Chainsmoker"
"I tried so hard
Keeping up, keeping my head up
For what I thought was so right
Guess I'm not right always
And I thought love was a fight
You could tear each other down
Then come back to life
Guess I don't live alwaysYou said backs add up
I was wrong about us
Don't slam that door shut, just yetHear me out
I won't sleep tonight
You wont leave this house
See you shaking but you won't let it out
We can make this right
I won't leave this house
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this fix this fix thisAnd you won't say
And you won't say
And you won't say we're done
And you won't say we're done
I won't let this go on
I won't let this go
And you won't say we're done
And you won't say we're done
I won't let this go on
I won't let this goHear me out
I won't sleep tonight
You wont leave this house
See you shaking but you won't let it out
We can make this right
I won't leave this house
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this somehow
I will fix this fix this fix this"
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Alan Walker Just Save My Life
RandomAnd when she felt like giving up, He gave her the strength to keep going. When she felt lost and hopeless, He was the sun to light up her darkness. [ i wrote this book back in 7th grade (2016) expect it to be cringy ] [ still ongoing but updating wh...