Alan Walker Just Save My Life

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Chapter Thirty Two

Third person POV

Emma stood straight while looking at her reflection from the mirror.All she could thing of what an ugly person she is.

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she closed her eyes tightly to blocked the voices that had been hunted her.

She didn't know why she's acting this way out of the blue.Maybe she's having her period? Or it's just one of the day where the negative side of her decided to take control her thoughts.

She wiped her tears with her sleeves and washed her face with warm water.

"Wake up Emma!" she whispered to herself as she slapped her cheeks.

"Don't let them win," she told herself.

She tied up her hair and make sure to make herself look presentable and not look like as if she had been crying.

She walked out of the bathroom to see that both of her friends still talking to each other.

So she let them be and just sat silently beside Eleanor and listen to whatever the two women were talking about even though her minds still think of the negative things about herself.

In a small store that's located across the hotel,there's two boy sitting in the corner where the store's owner provided for the customers to hang since they opened for twenty four hours.

Both of the boys were sitting across each other on a small sofa with a beer of bottle in each hands.

None of the boys were talking,just staring at each other but minds went somewhere else.

One of the boys name's was Elliott.He's busy spacing out,dreaming of his family back at home.Missing his children's warm hugs and kisses from his beautiful wife.He wants to go back and just being with his family.

In the other hand,across of him was Alan.He had been daydreaming of a specific girl that had him head over heels for her.It was a feeling that he can't describe in words.He felt the needs to protect her with all of his life.

Elliott let out a sighed as he sat up straight and took a sip of his beer.

"I can't wait for all of this to end" he said,eyes looking at the boy in front of him who still daydreaming.

Elliott let out another sighed.His friend had been so lovesick over a girl that he met when he was visiting his grandparents few years back.

But back then,Alan didn't have the courage to go up and talk to her and be friends with the girl.

Elliott had been telling him to just be a man and talk to her but Alan refused and made up a lot of excuses.

"You know," Elliott said,eyes not leaving his friend."Back then if it wasn't for you I will never marry my wife," He said with a chuckled, remembering back how he end up with his wife.

Alan let out a small laughed "Yeah, without me you wouldn't even be marrying her," Alan said talking a sip of his almost finish beer.

"Yep, thanks for embarrassing me in front of her," Elliott said with a smiled tht shows his teeth.

"My pleasure,"

"I still remember how my face turned bright red when you 'accidentally' pushed me towards her while I was carrying my food tray and it spilled all over her from head to toe," Elliott said while shaking his head remembering the old event.

"I didn't accidentally pushed you" Alan corrected Elliott "It was all part of my genius plan to get you with her," he said.

"But bringing children to this world is not part of it," Alan added which earned him a small punch by Elliott.Alan just laughed at how flustered Elliott became.

"I was young back then but I don't regret anything.I love my family," Elliott said.

"You should start your own family as well my friend Alan," Elliott joked,Alan just rolled his eyes and looked away from him as his cheeks were burning because of what his older friend had said.

"I don't think she likes me the way I like her," Alan said and sank deeper in his seat.

Elliott rolled his eyes at his stupid friend's thought.Everyone can see how Alan and Emma looked at each other.Even a little kid can tell that both of them have feelings for each other.

"So you want her to be with other guy?"

Alan shook his head and just let out a long sigh.

"It's not easy,"

"Then make it easy then.Nothing in life is easy and you should know that," Elliott said as he stood up and stretched his body.

"Life is full of adventure.Sometimes we might found treasures and sometimes we might not and sink in the darkness," Elliott added.He hold out his hand for Alan to grab.

Alan took his hand and Elliott pulled him back to his feet.

"We as a normal human should at least take the risk if we want to get what we want," he said with a small encourage smiled.

Alan just gave him a small smiled and looked down.

"I'm just scared of rejection especially if the person who rejects me is Emma."

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A/N

Im back with a new chapter
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Honestly, i should study because im having exams...yeah but fxxk tat.

I will start doing in third person point of view because i find it easy for me :))

And i realize that this book has been going for 4 years now 😂 and i havent finish it😅

Hopefully i can finish this book soon :'') so i can start doing new books 😁But it wont be about our Alan Walker😅

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