Breath Taking

"Decisions... Made."

•• Yugyeom's POV ••

I couldn't believe my ears. It was like I've gone deaf for a few seconds. "J-Jackson... You... Please.. T-tell me you're joking!" I said with a shaky voice as I unconsciously let a tear roll down my cheek.

Jackson sighed "How many times do I need to tell you? I'm not joking. Now, stop dreaming in your little fantasy and face the f*cking truth... I don't love you anymore.." he said bluntly, the words rolling off his tongue like reciting an oath.

I felt my chest tighen and my lungs become blocked. My breathing became shallow as I could only breath through my mouth, my noise feeling like it's blocked. "J-Jackson... You.. You can't do this.. P-please" I begged as the tears were now pouring.

"I already did..." He said as he stood up. I wasn't gonna let him go, and so I hold unto his arm desperately. I look up at him "Jackson! Don't l-leave me p-please!!" I pleaded with him once again. He stopped, not looking at me for a second.

He then turned around, looking me dead in the eye with a scary expression. I gulped hard. I've never seen Jackson like this before... "Let go." He ordered sternly. Hesitantly, I let go of his hand as he walks off.

"Ja-ackson!! You c-can't do this!" I yelled, my voice cracking as I continued sobbing. My heart rate was going up by the second that I'm nearly at the dangerous limit. This time, I wasn't wearing my heart monitor so nothing warned me. I could only see my heartbeat on his huge heart monitor by my bed.

He was nearing the door and I started to shake like crazy. "You c-can't leave me like this!! Jackson!" I kept yelling at him to come back and not leave me but he didn't listen. He gave me one last pitiful look before leaving the room, closing the door behind him as I lose sight of him.

"No.. You c-can't.. Leave me... I love you!! You idiot! Don't y-you hear me?! I said I-I love you..." I pathetically called out in between my hiccups, wheezing and gasps for air.

"I love you... T-tell me you love me too..."

•• Jackson's POV ••

I bit my lip as I closed Yugyeom's door. I still held unto the handle as I felt the guilt completely eating at me. I could still hear Yugyeom's screams and they pierced my ear like a needle.

"Oppa's sorry baby boy.." I mutter one last time before walking over to where the others were, in the hallway sitting on some waiting chairs. Youngjae stands up and I approach him "It's done..." I whisper. He nods "Thank you, Jackson" He whispers back.

I let out a low growl "You shouldn't f*ckin thank me... For breaking your brother.." I say to him, then walk past him, purposely hitting his shoulder. I kept walking, I didn't want to hear anything from them. I couldn't bare to hear Yugyeom's screams anymore...

I walk out the hospital building, nearing my car. "Jackson! Yo jacks!" I hear Mark call out as he must've followed me. I sigh "What?" I ask half heartedly. "Are you sure about this? Jsut... Leave him like this?" He asks me, knowing what had happened...

~ Earlier ~

"Are you f*cking crazy?!" I yell at Youngjae as he just explained to me his crazy idea. I couldn't believe he just said that. I couldn't believe he would ever have such an idea like that.

"Listen Jackson.. You made me come to this conclusion.." He said, making me scoff "I made you come to that conclusion? How come?!" Youngjae sighed and rolled his eyes "You're too much of a danger to him. His attacks happen, his condition came back and he's been raped for these past few weeks... And it's all after he met you... All these tjings happen to him because of you Jackson"

I was taken aback. His explanation had a little logic and had facts but... "I just can't leave him like this!" Yugyeom's broken, and now I break up with him? Isn't that the cruelest thing you could do to a person?

"This is the number one opportunity you could have Jackson! He'll be upset, sure... But he can't break anymore than he already is. If you do it some other time you'll just break him again.. So do it now, and we'll fix these two issues wtih one stone... Trust me" Youngjae explained

I was hesitant. Though it did seem like Yugyeom is really better off without me...

"I'll... I'll do it" I gave in...

~ Now ~

"I did it for him..." I simply say then get into the car. I don't give Mark a chance to talk as I drive off. I did it for him...

•• Yugyeom's POV ••

I continuously sob and wheeze as Jackson left. He can't... He can't do this to me.. I thought to myself as I tried to stand up, ending in me kneeling down beside the bed as I felt my stab wound ache like my heart..

I grip the side of the bed as I whimpered along with my bawling. I hear the door open and look up in hopes that it was Jackson... No it wasn't. Youngjae and the others ran in and to my side.

"What're you doing on the floor?!" He asks me with full concern. Youngjae's voice became like an echo and everything was yet again dotted with black spots. Not again...

I grip my chest as chest pains start to commence and my head started to spin like crazy. "Y-Youngjae... H-hyung..." I managed to choke out as I felt the world around me swirl and spin like a top.

I couldn't think straight. I wasn't able to hear, everything was blocked out, muffled or was like I was in a cave. I couldn't see as everything turned into colorful blurs. I couldn't breath entirely...

It hurt...