The Truth Behind Words

Crazy

I know it's crazy
She already said her goodbyes
When I never told her to quit it
Foolish and crazy, I am

Once called a "poet"
Is now just an ordinary person
She cannot grab a pen and write on a paper
She cannot listen to something and somehow write

I know, it's messed up
Forgive me
But it will last

We haven't finalized our goodbyes
Maybe a few or more chapters 
Before we continue to let go

I know, I'm crazy
I tried to run away when I couldn't
I tried to hide the pain when it wont

I know it's crazy
That I tried to leave what I've started

Without even finishing it

I know it's crazy 
In a professional book you shouldn't let readers hanging
A sequel? 
Or just an ending may do

I will try to fix it this time
No more leaving, 'til I'd say GOODBYE
No more leaving behind

Believe me,
Life's crazy

06/13/2017

-Em-