lets forget the past

the real creepy talk

"Matlab ki are you scared of death Randhir "? She asked me , wait okay this is creepy , why is she asking me all this ? , " Don't worry Randhir , just that i wanna explain a theory to you , tell me whether would you like to hear ? , I know i am creepy but still " she replied " ya i am and i would love to hear your theory " i replied , " okay so like feeling death is something that everyone wants to know right ?" She asked , i nodded vigorously as i was really excited to know about what is up in her mind ," see everyone is scared of death , but the fact is , death is simple , i mean you are not suppose to be scared of it , like everyone has to die some or the other day right , so why should you be scared of death ? , Well ya it varies from person to person , but ACC to me , it's just that you simply become numb forever , like just relax physically and forget everything that we have experienced , and plus everyone might be scared of death , but actually , from my POV , everyone is scared of the approach of death , like how are they going to die ? , Not about what will happen when they die , okay it's actually confusing , like they are scared about will they die soon ? Will they drown ? Will they burn ? Etc , get it ? , That is everyone is scared of how they are going to die , they are scared of pain , plus i kinda don't get it , like why does everyone wanna live longer , okay i get those people undergoing mental pain , but what about the people that see it in a different way , they say that they wanna see their loved ones and be with them , but ultimately as i said everyone dies right ?? , Some say that they wanna have good memories , but when you die , your brain stops working right ? So how are you suppose to remember ? , Plus i totally understand those who say i wanna serve the society , it makes sense as they are trying to help the ones that are alive , so ya , okay i am confusing you a lot but trust me Randhir you don't have to be scared of death , plus legit nothing is going to happen after death , like nothing ya ppl will cry , and stuff but you are not gonna know anything , you'll just be lying on the ground without a clue what's going on " she said with a sigh , " okay it's confusing but you are trying to say that death is not something to be sacred of right " i asked " ya and plus if you wanna live longer , then try to see it in a logical way , you have no memories to remember when you die , your loved ones die too at some point they will , plus if you do want to live longer then make it productive like helping the society so that these humans undergoing death and birth cycles are able to live better and be productive for the next generation , i actually don't know what i am speaking but ya that's what is my theory " she concluded , i found it amusing at a pint but confusing at the next like is she telling that we should live better or just die ? , "But what about afterlife ?" I asked out of curiosity , she sighed hard " Randhir it depends on what a person thinks , if he or she believes in afterlife for them it exists , no one knows what actually happens after death , i said my theory in a scientific way or basically in an utterly stupid and unscientific way , but that's how i feel , being a not so superstitious person ,i don't believe in God not karma nor hell , except that i do use these words as now they are into my vocabulary , but that's my POV , for the one believing in certain stuff , it's different like a thiest would say that God will take us and put into another body or something , or taking karma thingy , they say the more the crime the more will you be tortured in hell , now that's totally dependant on you , on what you actually believe , i am not forcing you to believe me just stating that , believe in what you think is right and don't be scared of death , take it as a normal thing in life , like legit all biotics​ die irrespective of heya they are , virus or animal it bird anything " she said , that was really. Amusing but i felt that it was stretching a lot , we were talking about something else , and now we are totally diverted , but what ever she said makes sense in some or the other way , i was totally flabbergasted though but i feel it in a negative way though her POV is different from mine i am afraid that she is into negativity , Sanyu please believe in positivity you are being very pessimistic i sighed infact i got a good sign one is that she is opening up and two is that a clue that she has something very dark in her mind it has to come out i hope problems will not occur

Haaash 861 words guys okay so explanation to this update , i am sorry if it offended you in any way , but this thing helped me a lot to make Sanyukta a confusing character , ab sochte betho ki what i mean 😂😂😂 , and haan what do you feel about this update , isn't this creepy ?😈😈 , Now enjoy the show

And haan one more thing i noticed that all of my updates are becoming smaller and smaller , i am really sorry for this , lekin i have a goal to write at least 750+words excluding my note , pehle and then try to increase my word limit , i am really sorry for making you frustrated with small chapters