lets forget the past

sanyukta !

Randhir's POV
AS i expected i didnt receive a single message yet,, I hope she is safe, with that thought I laid down on my bed looking outside the window

Sanyukta's POV
Oh God this cut is killing the shit out of me!!!!!!! Why is my body against me!!!!!, I literally took 4 pain killers!!!!! In fact I puked 2 of them out,, oh God!!!! I want to kill myself right now,, she looked around and her mobile caught her attention she texted to randhir ' hey can we meet now? ' I had hope he would say yes but why would someone come out of their house at 11:30??? 'yes sure, be ready don't argue I am coming to your place to pick you in 10 mins 'he replied,, oh shit,, what will I do now I am in my ripped shorts and a tank top plus my room is messed up with stains and pills all over here and there either I clean it up or change my clothes , I decided to clean up the mess , I put a timer of 5 mins , I ran here and there , cleaned it up or basically dumped everything in one go under the bed , "aaahhhh" I screamed as the cut pained alot , it started bleeding again , I hate my body !!!!! , I quickly dressed it all messy , there was blood stain on my top, I decided to put a jacket over it and TInG ToNG the bell rang , I was about to go but I looked at myself in the mirror , shit my shorts are too short , plus all of my days old cuts are visible ! , I quickly put on a PJ and opened the door , he hugged me tight , ouch my waist hurts and I can feel it becoming wet , no no no !!! I hugged him back tightly as the pain was unbearable , but it was not that huge in front of the love I had for him , "are you ok ?" His eyes held so much concern I nodded in response , "sit I'll come in 2 mins " I said as I could feel the blood dripping a bit , no!!!! , "No wait just stay for sometime " , urghh , in that some period of time , you'll come to know that I am a psycho , gosh !!! " Just two mins ok. Please " I said and ran away in my room , I quickly changed my clothes and did my wound dressings properly , I washed my face and came down and sat beside him , he did not look at me , he ignored me , hawwwwwww!!! Yein mujhe ignore kyun karra Raha hain ? , He had made a balloon face , I hugged him and chipped a sorry , he looked at me with cold eyes , " I am really sorry " I said on the verge to cry , "it's ok " he replied with a smile , I hugged him tightly and started crying , unknown to me why I cried , he became tensed , he hugged me back and caressed my hair , I don't know when I dosed off ...

Randhir's POV
God she looked so pale and tired , hair tied in a bun , all messy , her jacket was also not zipped properly , she looked cute , but she looked weak , she dosed off in my arms , I encircled her tightly , wondering what was she doing in her room for so long .... , I looked at her and gave a quick peck on her cheek , *Randhir !!! Stay in your limits , she's not yours yet ok ? So stop !* My mind exclaimed , * Randhir not her cheeks , her lips , she looks so cute !!! * My heart exclaimed , I blushed again , I could kiss her but I'll not take advantage of this situation at all , I said proudly to myself , she snuggled a bit more closer and encircled her arms around my neck , awwww she is such a baby , but I noticed a white cloth around her waist as her shirt got lifted up a bit , I was curious , I lifted her shirt a bit and was horrified , she had a huge plaster around her waist and it was all red , what on earth happened to her ?? , How come she is injured !!!!!!
What the hell happened with her ? , Why is she so cool and not telling me about it ? , Is she okay ? , All these thoughts kept running in my mind as i could not figure out exactly what was going on , i wanted to wake her up
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Heya guys so this update is a really important one as this is the one from where all stuffs will be revealed in latter updates and yup i am really sorry for writing such type of a content but i wanted to write this as this ff was always their in my mind for months , so hope you guys are not offended by me and my thinking and the character of Sanyukta , i apologize for it by heart , okay cut the formal talk abhi , please press the star button and comment too 😄😄😄