lets forget the past

plan??

" i actually mean ye....No...noo! " Why would i wanna die expression of her's was utterly fake , i could clearly sense that she wanted to die , her expression , her voice everything screamed about death , " ab so jao zyada mat sochna " she chipped and slept , i too slept wondering in my own land of what my future will be like

Next morning. I woke up quickly and pecked her forehead and got ready to head back home as soon as possible ek toh already 2 days i took a leave and now there will be chaos in the office , i saw her sleeping figure , i probably shouldn't wake her up as she is already pretty tired so i wrote a pretty little note by her table and left hurriedly

Sanyukta's POV
I woke up quite late  and searched the room for Randhir, but I couldn't see him anywhere , i noticed a tiny piece of paper kept on my night stand " hey Sanyu sorry but i didn't want to disturb your sleep , i have to go to office okay already itne saare  leaves ne bahot tension create kiya hain office mein  this costs me a lot hey raaam bacha loo mujhe , i hope you will not be upset and haan aaj rest le plus i am not sure ki i will meet you or not , aaj bahot burden hoga , okay bye i am getting late

Love you
Randhir "
I caressed the love you part but as i said the desirable for him and undesirable for me is gonna happen , or has already happened , i know that he loves me , well all these days i kept denying myself that he does not love me  , i obviously know the truth but this is not what i want.... Tears ran down my cheeks , i was happy that he loves me but sad that he love's the wrong girl , i went to my bathroom oh how much i had missed my blade i took it and made a cross on my stomach to symbolise my mistake , though it was not deep.... At least it gave me a relief off  with my mental pain , my cut on my waist though was dry , but it had skin legit torn out , it was hollow , urrghhhhh i don't know how to describe it , i quickly freshened up , and thought of a plan to make Randhir hate me , but first i had to do all the office work from home

After winding up all of my work , i settled on my bed it was 4pm , i laid on my bed on how to execute the plan

Randhir's POV
Oh god i already miss her alot , i wanna see her , but my boss will not allow me and all this work together will take up a lot of time by the time i reach home it would be 12am or 1am. , Urrrghhh i hate this place

Sanyukta's POV
I thought of the plan asap , i had to execute this in a period of two weeks for god's sake or at least one week , i quickly dialed a number asap and and got my keys for my scooter and drove off to meet the guy

We shook hands and he had a smirk on his face while i was on the verge to cry , i was disgusted as of what step i was going to take , i reached home @ 8 and crashed on my pillow my tears were flowing continuously and don't know when i fainted , i woke up feeling dizzy and extremely tired , i looked at my clock it showed 11 , shit i had to be productive , i quickly washed my face and recalled the discussion which me and that guy had, it was such a plan that would break his heart to the core and he would loath me all his life , this was a drastic step that would separate us forever , according. To the meeting , the execution was to happen on 24.8.17 ( note iss ff mein it is august :P ) , haha the worst day of my life , the day i did the biggest mistake , so coming back to the point i have to start acting from today i.e from 17.8.17 , now i will start being cold with him  for the first few days let's say like till 19.8.17 and there after i will be ignoring his texts and calls and be rude and from 22.8.17 i will ignore him completely and lastly to add the cherry to the cake , on 24.8.17 , i will break his heart to such an extent that he would have no option left but to kill me , i would hurt him alot during this process , well i don't have to care about my heart , it's emotionless , i hardly have emotions so hopefully I won't be hurt ......tears glossed on my eyes for no reason haha my eyes are burning i am not crying okay , i said right , i am emotionless

I wrote this plan in my diary and threw it in a corner , i have to make sure that this diary is not read by anyone , or else that would leave them feeling guilty unnecessarily  and plus not to make it obvious that someone reads and shows sympathy . I slept with my phone by my side , i kept looking at randhir's pic , the selfie we had took , i felt my head spinning and i fainted don't know when ....

Ooooh any guesses what will happen on 24.8.17 ? Well i am also eager to know what will cook up in my mind , but will it actually be heart wrenching for Randhir , will he actually loath her forever ?? , If love is strong it should not happen right ? , Abhi dekhte hain Kya hota hain till then Tata bye bye

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And haan i might keep this ff on hold for a week sorry 😫😫😫😫😫 , but i am going to my Maine to attend a marriage isiliye I'll pakka update after coming..😘😘😘