lets forget the past

19.8.17

Randhir's POV
"Freaakkkk !!!!! " I exclaimed , oh god i had such a bad nightmare , I glanced at the clock it was 1:30 a.m. I looked here and there totally freaking out , I was sweating badly , never could I ever have thought of Sanyukta kissing someone , but I feel the vibe  , I had tears in my eyes , this is my first nightmare , I never felt anything or dreamt of this kind , I quickly got a journal and jotted down what I saw as they say we forget dreams easily ,I had seen a tall guy close to Sanyukta , her back facing me , her hair shining in the dark , his hands on her waist and they both were kissing each other , she was holding his neck , god !!!! Why am I thinking of some other guy in my place what the hell is happening !!!  .... I tried to sleep , but I just couldn't ...

I suddenly remembered the message she had sent , she addressed me as her brother ! , What the hell , now i am serious , why is she addressing me as her bro ??? , And why can't she meet me today ?? , Something's fishy , I have to know , I am already feeling negative about all this , god Sanyukta what's happening !!!

Sanyu's POV
I had woke up at 12 and now it's 2:00 and I am still not sleepy and I am still crying , I right now don't have any idea what I am doing , the only thing I know is that first of all , this #ßetrayal mission is gonna destroy our lives , two , this will impact our lives like hell , he'll suffer the worst heartbreak ever , I hope Randhir that you'll forget me for your life time , just think it that way , that I am dead for you on THE DAY , but you'll always live in my heart ,I promise I'll love you till my last exhalation of CO2 .....

I kept staring at the clock , it kept ticking , I kept staring , it kept ticking ..... Suddenly I heard a notification sound come from my mobile , I opened it to see it was a message from my Ron ,
" Hey Sanyu are you okay ?” , this was such a random question , I was about to text back but then I realised if I type in the middle of the might , he'll be hell worried as to why my eyelids have not yet closed , so I decided not to text him back and then another message popped in " hey Sanyu i am sorry to message you in the middle of the night , " it said awww sweetie , he realised it later such a baccha he is , 😘😘😘 , I didn't reply back as I didn't want to show him that I am awake , I kept looking at my clock , I was clueless as to what to do in my life , I was becoming aimless as days passed by , *sigh* I had to do something , after 24th i don't know what I'll do for now everything is planned but I don't know what I'll be doing there or how my life will be already i am going to create a blunder here and I can't back off because that will lead to more problems as I have already resigned , I was feeling down and emotionless , I kept staring at the black wall that had the clock

Randhir's POV
I couldn't sleep at all looking at that three letter word was haunting me , what does she mean by ""bro"" ?? I want to meet her today but I couldn't as I heard that someone had resigned in our office so that work  was distributed among all in the office , it was never said who had done what , I was not curious to know though who resigned but that thing gave me weird vibes for sure ,  well moving on with the topic , I could actually meet her without letting her know and barge into her house, but me not being an dumb ass and respecting people's privacy was important so I chucked that off too , I looked at the message it was still not read by her but I felt that she was awake , it felt that she was ignoring me purposely why would my kitty ignore me ?? I was questioned , I always knew that she was a pessimist but I never imagined someone becoming so negative to this extent that they would avoid their "loved ones​" , I decided not to sleep , I opened my Instagram account and saw a follow request from someone , I opened it , it's a girl's account , and it was a public one not private I felt that to be stupid but the girl looked good , she looked liked the decent types , I saw that in total she had 2k followers name ? , Well Sanaya Jha , I was questioned whether should I accept her request or not , but I later thought that I should open it later ,,

It had been 10 mins now I was looking at her picture she somewhat looked familiar , I thought of accepting her request for a moment I tried to remember who she was , then I took out my slam book , which I used to have in 6th grade , it would be filled out by friends , their dislikes , hobbies etc
.... I looked to find a page " name : Sanaya jha" it said but still I didn't remember I read through the the filled out info , " what you mean to me : you are my life and so am I , I have all of your secrets " one of the line said , lol what kind of secrets do kids even have , then I remembered !!!!! Oh my god she was my bestie who trusted me alot so did I , we shared everything to each other , we were really close until in 9th grade  I came to know that she had a call girl typa nature , she would be called out by guys to have dirty chats and have this night out session , she was hell disgusting , later I came to know that she wanted to catch me too and get the title that she played with the geeky guy of this school ya I was geeky , I liked video games and watched Pokémon and stuff and was not really interested in girls my friends would call me a gay just because I didn't like any girl , so I never really loved anyone , so basically my Sanyu is my first love 😍😍😍😘😘, later I deleted that follow request that night and tried to sleep , now it was 4 am , I kept staring at the clock , and my phone beeped , I expected it to be Sanyu and it was.....

Omg this ff has been tough to write , actually my plot was totally different so basically you can expect a huge turn in few chapters yaa phir mein itna kheech kheech ke update nahi likhti , you'll come to know everything just wait and watch how evil I am hahhahahahha 😂😂😂😂😂
Waise sanaya ke wake se already tension aa raha hoga na 😂😂😂 , ab raho ek dum mast , I can't even help  🐒🐒🐒 , sir khujaate betna ki iss bandariya ke dimaag mein konsa keeda hain

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