Meliora

Weight of the world

As I turn around the first thing that caught my attention had to be the beautiful blue the caught my gaze, they pulled me causing me to loose concentration. I chuckle as I shake my head. "Oh god.. forgive me brother but could you please repeat that for me?" I shake my head a bit then go back to looking into his eyes. "Of course sister." He says followed by a chuckle as he takes a seat on the stool next to me. "I said it's a shame to see him run off so soon like that. I sincerely hope you are not beating yourself up for his actions. He's just a tad bit on the strange side. It's just one of those things we've all grown accustom to." He chuckles. "Oh not at all. I mean I thought it was a bit strange but I didn't really think anything out of the ordinary." Alpha take a drink then nods. "Good, I'm sure he just had some things or someone to tend to." He chuckles. "I guess that happens a lot?" He nods. "Yeah..he's a slutty pope but oh well." I couldn't even hold back my laughter there. "Anyway sister, I was wondering if maybe you would like to join me for a little walk outside the monastery? It's such a nice night out it would be a real shame to waste it." I could feel my cheeks start to radiate warmth as a smile plays on my  lips, I loved the idea of it but I could feel the wine kicking in and to be honest I didn't want to risk the possibility of what could happen. I just stop myself with those thought as I look back at him. "I'm sorry brother Alpha, but I must decline that offer. But perhaps some other time maybe? I'm a bit tired. I'm sure that you understand?" "Of course sister." He chuckles as he playfully nudges my arm. "But of course I hope you know that I am holding you to that. You owe me a walk." I smile as I stand up. "I promise brother, now goodnight." I say as I slowly made my way out of the room and into the corridor. I started to feel a bit of guilt but honestly I just didn't feel up for company. I wanted silence as I stare up at the ceiling as I got lost in my thoughts. I didn't want to loose this buzz I had going. The empty corridor slowly came to life as it filled with laughter and slurred conversations. I just chuckle as I open the door to my quarters. I sigh happily as I step in and close the door behind me. First thing I done as soon as I closed the door was step out of my heels followed my taking my habit off. I shake my head a bit then run my fingers through my long soft locks as I glance over at the small book shelf over in the corner of the room. I place my habit over the back of the sofa and walk over to my shelf, biting my lip as I look at the different options. Of course the choice was a simple one here, I grab my huge copy of short stories and poems by no other than the lovely Edgar Allan Poe. As I sit back down I start to think of Papa, but not in a sexual way. Strangely enough I worried for him. I couldn't even begin to imagine the stress he carried on his shoulders. He had the whole world just resting on him, I could see in his eyes he was judging himself for many things as well.  I was only a sister and I did not wish to pry. All I felt like doing at this time was getting lost in The Pit and The Pendulum. Halfway into the story I was interrupted by a knock at my chamber door. Alpha? I thought to myself? Of course, I chuckle as I stand up. He was such a sweetheart maybe he was dropping by to say goodnight? It was possible I guess. I smile as I reach out and open the door. "Papa." I gasp in shock as I see him standing there in his casual attire. White tailed buttoned up shirt with his black jacket and well what I thought some pretty tight jeans. Although I could never bring myself to admit this to his face, I preferred this look over his robe. "Papa forgive me, for I am without my habit." He shakes his head as he raises his white gloved hand. "No, sister. Forgive me if I have disturbed you. Also please forgive me for walking out on you like that, it was very rude of me. I just dropped by to invite you to my chambers. Please join me for a glass of wine it is the least I can do my darling Pandora." He says in a smooth tone as he extends his hand out to me. A smile instantly appears on my lips. "Of course Papa." I say as I reach out and take his hand. "Wonderful." He says as the material of his glove wrap around my hand like a blanket as he grips my hand and brings it to his lips. I could tell it was going to be quite an interesting evening.  "I would love to join you Papa, please just allow me to grab my habit." As soon as the words left my lips he tightens his grip on my hand. "Please just leave it sister, don't worry about it. As your Papa I give you permission to leave it. Now let's just go relax and enjoy the night."