Do Bullies Fall in Love?

What needs to done.

Niall and I got off the plane. Niall held on to my hand as we walked to the airport security. We showed the man our passport and were on our way.

"Ariel," Niall asked.

"Yeah?"

"It's going to be okay," He told me giving my hand a little squeeze. I gave a simple nod and got into the taxi that Niall had pulled over.

Memories of my life before my mother died flashed through my mind and I smiled. She was and still is my biggest rock. (You know that person that dies and you always find them in your dreams or remember the advice they gave you? well that my mum.)

My father ended up to be the worst person there could be and it's his fault!

"Ariel...babe, you're crying," Niall interrupted my thoughts.

"Oh, sorry I didn't realize," I stated wiping the tears from my face.

"What's going through your mind right now? Tell me." He begged. His eyes with filled with tears and his bright blue eyes were now pale.

"So many things, I just... I just don't understand what I did to deserve this? All this pain that's been flooding my thoughts for years! Losing the people I love and... my father beating me. For days I would think that I did something wrong and this is my punishment. You know my mum would always say things always get better, I used to believe it ...but now I'm not sure. I've lost my sister because of my father. Everything I've ever loved has been ripped from hands and I can't stand it anymore! People believe that I'm okay that I'm stronger now... It's not true! I'm still the little girl that was scared to wake up and faced what is to come." I ranted all my feeling and my thought to Niall. Tears were running down my cheeks messing up my make up but frankly I didn't care.

"I'm so sorry Ariel." Niall said pulling me into his chest.

***

Niall and I finally arrived at the hospital. I didn't want to face my father but I had too. I walked to the main desk and asked the nurse for the room number my father was staying at. Once she gave me the room number we proceeded to the hospital's lift.

Niall had stayed in the waiting area and I was in front of my father's room. I slowly opened the door and walked in. Taking deep breaths and trying to convince myself that this is what needed to be done.

"Hi, Ariel," my father said groggily.

I didn't beat around the bush. I went straight to the point, "care to explain this?" I asked him.

"Ariel, I'm sorry, I really am" He said shaking his head, his eyes were begging for forgiveness. I looked away.

"No your not," I choked out, "if you were, you wouldn't be here!" I started to raise my voice.

"Ariel please listen..." he started but I interrupted him, "No, John I'm tried of hearing lame excuses...one after another... when is it going to end? When?" Tears threaten to spill as I wasa pouring my feelings out.

"I...I don't know Ariel... I don't know," he said bowing his head.

"Don't you ever think about Lily? Do you feel bad for killing her?" I asked him

"I DIDN'T KILL HER!" he yelled making me jump back against the wall. I put my arms over head to try to protect myself for what was to come. When I realized everything was safe I put arms down and faced my father once again.

"Ariel, what I did to you has no forgiveness, I know that. I just didn't realize that my wrong doings had so much effect on you." He stated. This statement made me blow up. I got up and said "Really, John you never thought that hitting a thirteen year old girl wouldn't affect her, the rest of her life?" I stated dumbly.