Crush On You [EDITING]

Chapter Three ☼

[ E D I T E D ]

The first week of school went well. It didn’t go as how I imagined it to be, but I could live with it. Today was the third day of the second week of school. I had two weeks left of being a stupid buddy and rumours spread faster than the wind.

Almost everyone, well let’s just say, every fucking humans beings in the school knew that I am a buddy to the new student. They don’t dare to say anything about it even though letting them know makes my reputation decreases bit by bit.

Reputation. I don’t really care about it. For me, it’s just a word. Of course it is. But some people in school thinks that reputation is the most important thing in school. For them, reputation is like having a good hair or wearing makeup that could cover tons of flaws on the skin of their faces.

Which girl could live without their makeup on when they step out of their door house? Me. And which boy or girl could live a day outside of their houses without having a good hair? Me.

Everything is me.

How could I live with that? Let’s just say, I’m used to it. I’m used to looking ugly every time I step out of my door house. Incredible, isn’t it? Although my mom keeps advising me to be more girl-like, I still didn’t listen to her. But don’t worry; I wear girls stuff, just not too much.

People in school describe me as stone-hearted. Why? Because I never liked any guys and as I said, I rejected Drew three times in front of the whole student body during the lunch break. He was the one who asked for attention, not me.

Another reason, is because I’m not really interested in all those love kind of things. That’s just so not me. I can’t live like that. I even hated romance movies. I’m more of the action, old movies, comedy, horror and others. Just not romance or drama.

I can give all the reasons but let’s just keep those two reasons above as the main ones of why am I stone-hearted like everyone has described me. It gets really weird to think of other reasons. I just let it come to me naturally and ‘bam’, I know it already.

School today was boring as hell. Joe still kept on sticking to me although he had found his group of friends. I kept chasing him away but he wouldn’t go. And he could even still found me when I tried to run away from him.

“Hey!” there he comes again.

I, as usual, kept on walking and ignoring him, trying to pretend as if I was deaf just to embarrass him. How? When he shouted anything to me, people would be staring at him. That’s attention, and I hate it. Screw him for that.

He pulled me by the shoulder that it made me turn around to him. I got imbalance and fell on him. I’m heavy as fuck and I just landed my big fat body on your skinny one. Hah! Gotcha! I wonder if he could bear my weight.

Pity you, pretty boy. You had to bear my weight, plus my bag is heavy as hell.

I was trying to let him bear it when all of a sudden I felt like the whole world stops to look at me. I can sense and smell attention. Shit, this can’t be! My head shot up and I saw every fucking human being was fucking staring at me. No, not me, but us.

My mind amazingly worked for the first time of the day. I quickly stood up and brushed off my jeans as if I fell on tons of leaves or mud. Joe did the same, except the fact that he didn’t brush off anything. Okay, I sounded like a weirdo.

I turned around and ran away from the crowd. Joe, unexpectedly chased me like I was his pet, a chicken, which ran away for its life and freedom. Come on, get a life. I kept running as if I was being chased by an elephant. What if the elephant fall on me?