(Sebaek/HunBaek)Take My Hand

CHAPTER 8

April 20 2017
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUHAN😘😘

You are Officially 27 years old!!
Have a Happy Life Ahead~💕🎉🎊

I didn't know what to say when Sehun sat next to me. " Are you alright? " He ask.

I couldn't reply him back. I am definitely not alright and I couldn't find any excuse to say if he ask me why am i crying. I just felt really sad and crying was helping me. Crying always felt good. Letting yourself drown in self pity. I don't know how long I sat there crying. I really wanted to stop but the tears were filling my eyes every time I wiped it.

I am starting to feel cold. The jacket is not helping me. Just then I felt a hand wrap around my shoulder pulling me closer to a hard chest. Realizing it is Sehun's chest and his hand around my shoulder. I finally look up only to see his face and eyes looking down at me. "Feeling better?" Sehun ask me and I could do nothing but nod like a dumb person. Sehun smile at me and I felt  heat rushing to my cheeks. I knew I was blushing by that point so I look down at my shoe. We stayed in that position for a while. I didn't bother to look up at him again until I was sure I have calm down and no more tears will come out of my eyes. My eyes felt tired from all the tears I have drained.

Slowly I look up at Sehun, he was staring at the sky. "Beautiful, isn't it?"
I ask as he look down at me and nod.

Realizing that I am still in his arm. I quickly straighten myself up. "Are you fine?" I look at sehun when he ask this question. He look genuinely worried for me. I smile at how concern he is for me "Yeah,I think I am fine. " I said. I wasn't lying when I said I am fine. As always a good cry really works. Sehun face seems searching for something as he stare intensely at me. I felt self conscious as I realize I just had a good cry and that means snot will be all over my face and my eyes probably is puffy so will be my face.
Someone can easily tell if I had cried or not just by looking at my face.

I quickly put my hands on my face in order to hide it. "Don't look! I am probably looking really ugly." I said as I turn my back at Sehun. I stay in that position for a few seconds before I heard a soft Chuckle. I turn my body toward sehun but I still hide my face by my hands and tried to peek at him through my fingers. Only to see him laughing softly. I didn't realize I had put my hands down by my sides as I pouted. I must be really looking ugly if he is laughing like that. Suddenly he stop laughing as he lean closer to me.
"Se-sehun what are y-you doing ?" I ask as he still is leaning closer. I started to feel nervous and I close my eyes when his hand touch my face.

After a few moments later nothing happened so I open one eye slowly only to see him having a small smile.
He still is close to my face but now his hand started to move near my eyes. I finally open both my eyes when I realize that Sehun only was wiping my left over tears from my face.

What is wrong with me?! What the hell was I thinking! This is really embarrassing. Sehun was only trying to wipe my tears. I close my eyes and reopen them to see Sehun's brown orbs staring at me. I felt so small yet so comfortable and I again closed my eyes and lean my face into Sehun's hand. His hands are warm

When he took his hand back. I instantly miss the feeling. I open my eyes and stare at the brown orbs of Sehun. His eyes really is deep. I didn't know how long I stare at him but it ended when he look back at the sky.

I felt disappointed when I couldn't see those brown orbs. I also look back at the sky. The sky really is beautiful. This night for me is giving off this very special feels. "What are you doing so late at the park ?" I ask sehun since I was really curious.